hmmm
Okay, so this is me when I'm angry and cant yell at anyone. I sit down and write a reasonable lj post that I may or may not get yelled at for. *sighs*
Soooo, I havent posted on lj for like 2 months, like before leavers, so I may as well try and crap on about everything that's happened since then.
......
So like I dont remember anything that happened before jazz's birthday, and that wasnt too great for me so I wont bothering covering that either.
Instead I'll start at christmas methinks.
Well christmas was actually pretty plain, went out for lunch, had dinner at home, saw jazz boxing day, had dinner at home again.
Then I forget everything til my birthday. Which was actually a good day. had jazz over all day, went out for really nice dinner with mum's side of family, then had jazz over that night.
Then New Years came along and that was okay again, I got drunk and threw up, not much other stuff there, cept jazz got shitted off for no reason.
Then I had my birthday party with my dad's side, which jazz came to again, and that was pretty good too.
Then I had my birthday with friends, and that was kinda a nice cock up with jazz going into a hissey fit over nothing really. Just cause Mali showed up. and so then I walked off and sat by myself for most of that night brooding. Then things were shit with us but she still stayed the night, 'cept that turned out to be a crap idea later.
Then things went further downhill until I asked for some space and didnt talk to her on saturday or sunday cause I was trying to sort things out in my head.
Then on monday morning she went off at me, and we broke up.
Now I've spent the past week getting sicker, tireder, eating less, losing touch with myself, and arguing a crapload with jazz about things that really arent that big of a deal. Though she thinks they are so.... smeh. I'll let you in when I can and am good and ready. Though you already know a lot more than I would like right now jazz. and on a different topic, do you still think that I'm not really lonely? My friends number next to none and none of them are the type of friend are the type I can be completely open with, not even rach who you think I'm destined to hook up with or something. And I was right about what I said about my supposed "friends" from yr12 '04.
.....
But I digress, that all just sorta slipped out then.
Next week I have this security course which should getme set up okay in a decent job. Which will then lead to me ditching this fucking city asap. And the reasons to do so just keep mounting up.
Though I do intend to just go on a holiday asap, as soon as I can get enough money for a plane fair, cause that's all I need then..... HOLDIAY for like 2 weeks or so in brisbane and adelaide. Gotta love having family you can live with. :D
but yeah....
I guess I'm done now.
cyaz.
hmmmm, nope no one to say hi to really.
Soooo, I havent posted on lj for like 2 months, like before leavers, so I may as well try and crap on about everything that's happened since then.
......
So like I dont remember anything that happened before jazz's birthday, and that wasnt too great for me so I wont bothering covering that either.
Instead I'll start at christmas methinks.
Well christmas was actually pretty plain, went out for lunch, had dinner at home, saw jazz boxing day, had dinner at home again.
Then I forget everything til my birthday. Which was actually a good day. had jazz over all day, went out for really nice dinner with mum's side of family, then had jazz over that night.
Then New Years came along and that was okay again, I got drunk and threw up, not much other stuff there, cept jazz got shitted off for no reason.
Then I had my birthday party with my dad's side, which jazz came to again, and that was pretty good too.
Then I had my birthday with friends, and that was kinda a nice cock up with jazz going into a hissey fit over nothing really. Just cause Mali showed up. and so then I walked off and sat by myself for most of that night brooding. Then things were shit with us but she still stayed the night, 'cept that turned out to be a crap idea later.
Then things went further downhill until I asked for some space and didnt talk to her on saturday or sunday cause I was trying to sort things out in my head.
Then on monday morning she went off at me, and we broke up.
Now I've spent the past week getting sicker, tireder, eating less, losing touch with myself, and arguing a crapload with jazz about things that really arent that big of a deal. Though she thinks they are so.... smeh. I'll let you in when I can and am good and ready. Though you already know a lot more than I would like right now jazz. and on a different topic, do you still think that I'm not really lonely? My friends number next to none and none of them are the type of friend are the type I can be completely open with, not even rach who you think I'm destined to hook up with or something. And I was right about what I said about my supposed "friends" from yr12 '04.
.....
But I digress, that all just sorta slipped out then.
Next week I have this security course which should getme set up okay in a decent job. Which will then lead to me ditching this fucking city asap. And the reasons to do so just keep mounting up.
Though I do intend to just go on a holiday asap, as soon as I can get enough money for a plane fair, cause that's all I need then..... HOLDIAY for like 2 weeks or so in brisbane and adelaide. Gotta love having family you can live with. :D
but yeah....
I guess I'm done now.
cyaz.
hmmmm, nope no one to say hi to really.