I saw Jess!!!
hey peoples.
I saw Jess today and that was fun. Kinda wierd, but fun all the same. We seemed to do a lot of walking and stuff but somehow it ended up me buying some weed and all of us having it. even me!!!!!! and yeah that was kinda wierd. Heh. Jess is great and she's really nice and we talked a lot last night and today about pretty much nothing. But it was great cause I saw Jess. Yeah her friends are pretty cool too.
On another subject I'm really bored and Jazz is being really wierd to me (what's up Jazz?). I dont know what to do. Yeah that sorta made the time with Jess less good cause I kept thinking about Jazz and apparently I looked really depressed (so says Jess). I dont blame Jazz for this but she seems to keep acting like I've done smething terribly wrong and I dont know exactly what it is. argh. I'm all confused cause of everything and I have a sore throat and I feel wierd. Plus I'm about to fly to New York. argh. I really do miss Jazz and I'm getting sick of this holida cause there isnt really anything that I wanna do anymore on this holiday so I'm just gonna get more depressed and miss jazz more and be really bored. argh.... I hate my life right now. The only good thing is this job I can get and even that's not good cause everyone seems really scared that I'll get hurt or something and that I'll be away for too long at a time. Damn me I wish I was a better decision maker. Oh well if I do get this job then I'm gonna go looking at a place to live so I can move out of home. And the brilliant thing is lagz and lewis might share house with me. That would be soooooo fucking awesome (PARTY every night!!!!). heh that's about it. Oh and Jess took some photos of me which was annoying (I hate photos). Anyway, bye everyone. And Jazz plz email or something and explain this thing plz.
love you all (Especially Jazz)
byez
I saw Jess today and that was fun. Kinda wierd, but fun all the same. We seemed to do a lot of walking and stuff but somehow it ended up me buying some weed and all of us having it. even me!!!!!! and yeah that was kinda wierd. Heh. Jess is great and she's really nice and we talked a lot last night and today about pretty much nothing. But it was great cause I saw Jess. Yeah her friends are pretty cool too.
On another subject I'm really bored and Jazz is being really wierd to me (what's up Jazz?). I dont know what to do. Yeah that sorta made the time with Jess less good cause I kept thinking about Jazz and apparently I looked really depressed (so says Jess). I dont blame Jazz for this but she seems to keep acting like I've done smething terribly wrong and I dont know exactly what it is. argh. I'm all confused cause of everything and I have a sore throat and I feel wierd. Plus I'm about to fly to New York. argh. I really do miss Jazz and I'm getting sick of this holida cause there isnt really anything that I wanna do anymore on this holiday so I'm just gonna get more depressed and miss jazz more and be really bored. argh.... I hate my life right now. The only good thing is this job I can get and even that's not good cause everyone seems really scared that I'll get hurt or something and that I'll be away for too long at a time. Damn me I wish I was a better decision maker. Oh well if I do get this job then I'm gonna go looking at a place to live so I can move out of home. And the brilliant thing is lagz and lewis might share house with me. That would be soooooo fucking awesome (PARTY every night!!!!). heh that's about it. Oh and Jess took some photos of me which was annoying (I hate photos). Anyway, bye everyone. And Jazz plz email or something and explain this thing plz.
love you all (Especially Jazz)
byez