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and i hope that this is all you fucking wanted it to be. i won't shed another tear on you, or waste another breathe apoligizing to you. i fuckin hate you and that all there is to it. You've made up your mind and i've made up mine.
the tool in this convo would be andrew jacob kielma.
Mc Tawny9789: u told me u wanted nothin to do with me then...and it friggen killed, and im gonna try and do anything i can to make this right again
KissTheKielbasa7: its going to take a lot more than saying sorry, and trying to make me feel bad
Mc Tawny9789: omgosh andy, i've done all i can. please just meet me half way.
KissTheKielbasa7: i refuse to forgive you after you made me feel like shit for something i didnt do. its not my duty to "meet you half way" for this
Mc Tawny9789: atleast i didnt mean wut i sed. i dunt even remember half of it. but ur sayin u ment all of it.
Mc Tawny9789: i think i deserve something
Mc Tawny9789: considering u made me feel like shit for over a week, i cant get this out of my head, and you tell me u want nohing to do with me. that a hell of a lot more pain than that 5 minutes of bitching, in my perspective
KissTheKielbasa7: i didnt say it had anything to do with pain. You knew i woulda been pissed at you from the moment i said that i didnt wanna talk to you again, so then THATS when you shoulda apologized and took it back, and realized that you were yelled at me for no reason
Mc Tawny9789: i've even begged. does that mean nothin? i dunt beg to anyone. i have higher standards than that and you kno it. and thats what ive resorted to with you. im truely and honestly feeling like shit.you made me out to be the worst person. and im starting to believe thats true. if not for the bitching, its becuz lowered myself to begging
Mc Tawny9789: i didnt realize it until i after i left with my mom, that i had made a big mistake by saying anything.
Mc Tawny9789: especially becuz i didnt mean that stuff, and becuz i've lost my best friend
KissTheKielbasa7: you make it seem liek this my problem. its not that i dont care, but it is in the same perspective. I started not caring as soon as you told me you didnt care if we talked anymore
KissTheKielbasa7: and im sticking to that
KissTheKielbasa7: its not my fault
Mc Tawny9789: so u really want to have nothing to do with me?
KissTheKielbasa7: it was a suggestion, until you confirmed the idea when you said that you didnt care if we talked again
Mc Tawny9789: you keep saynig your 'sticking to it', so thats how you feel, is it not?
KissTheKielbasa7: yea, thats how i have felt since you said you didnt care
Mc Tawny9789: if you dunt wanna talk to me ever again, tell me now, becuz then i guess that ill have to just leave it at that. at this point theres nuthing i can do. once your sure of how you feel. and if you sincerly feel that you dont want to have anything to do with me, then i'll just leave you alone, and u wont' have to worry about my bitching anymore. just noe that this is not what i wanted, or want.
Mc Tawny9789: ...do u feel like answering me..er no?
KissTheKielbasa7: i think i have already
Mc Tawny9789: and u wonder why u lose all of ur friends, its becuz ur stubborn. ok, then, bye
KissTheKielbasa7: exactly, and THAT is why i dont want to talk to you anymore, cuz your a bitch and make stupid ass comments like that just cuz your pissed off. and if you dont mind me adding, i dont lose friends being that me and erik are friends again, and since that was the ONLY person who i "lost" then i guess the point you were trying to make just got shut the fuck down
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Mc Tawny9789: what did you want me to fuckin do? did u want me to just take losing my best friend like a panzy. i fucking hate this. i hate you. and im sorry...sorry that i've stooped to being your fuckin door mat all this time. i now see that friends are just a win or lose situation to you. u ment a lot to me, and still do. and i fucking done everything in my power to make it up to you. and it means nuthin to you. im glad that u can throw away friendships, but i cant. but you sitting there and calling me a bitch saying that your 'done with me'. its like ur my boss firing me, and now that you have erik he can fill my shoes. but what i hate most of all is that i dunt kno when to keep my mouth shut and just lie to you when it makes you feel better. i wont beg or cry over you anymore. i cant u tore me apart for this whole week, and prolly for many more to come. but whatever happens, whatever is sed, u should prolly noe that i'll aways love you. i dunt noe why im saying that now, seeing how u prolly dunt care n prolly havent' since the beginning. but i might as well let those be my last words to you.
the tool in this convo would be andrew jacob kielma.
Mc Tawny9789: u told me u wanted nothin to do with me then...and it friggen killed, and im gonna try and do anything i can to make this right again
KissTheKielbasa7: its going to take a lot more than saying sorry, and trying to make me feel bad
Mc Tawny9789: omgosh andy, i've done all i can. please just meet me half way.
KissTheKielbasa7: i refuse to forgive you after you made me feel like shit for something i didnt do. its not my duty to "meet you half way" for this
Mc Tawny9789: atleast i didnt mean wut i sed. i dunt even remember half of it. but ur sayin u ment all of it.
Mc Tawny9789: i think i deserve something
Mc Tawny9789: considering u made me feel like shit for over a week, i cant get this out of my head, and you tell me u want nohing to do with me. that a hell of a lot more pain than that 5 minutes of bitching, in my perspective
KissTheKielbasa7: i didnt say it had anything to do with pain. You knew i woulda been pissed at you from the moment i said that i didnt wanna talk to you again, so then THATS when you shoulda apologized and took it back, and realized that you were yelled at me for no reason
Mc Tawny9789: i've even begged. does that mean nothin? i dunt beg to anyone. i have higher standards than that and you kno it. and thats what ive resorted to with you. im truely and honestly feeling like shit.you made me out to be the worst person. and im starting to believe thats true. if not for the bitching, its becuz lowered myself to begging
Mc Tawny9789: i didnt realize it until i after i left with my mom, that i had made a big mistake by saying anything.
Mc Tawny9789: especially becuz i didnt mean that stuff, and becuz i've lost my best friend
KissTheKielbasa7: you make it seem liek this my problem. its not that i dont care, but it is in the same perspective. I started not caring as soon as you told me you didnt care if we talked anymore
KissTheKielbasa7: and im sticking to that
KissTheKielbasa7: its not my fault
Mc Tawny9789: so u really want to have nothing to do with me?
KissTheKielbasa7: it was a suggestion, until you confirmed the idea when you said that you didnt care if we talked again
Mc Tawny9789: you keep saynig your 'sticking to it', so thats how you feel, is it not?
KissTheKielbasa7: yea, thats how i have felt since you said you didnt care
Mc Tawny9789: if you dunt wanna talk to me ever again, tell me now, becuz then i guess that ill have to just leave it at that. at this point theres nuthing i can do. once your sure of how you feel. and if you sincerly feel that you dont want to have anything to do with me, then i'll just leave you alone, and u wont' have to worry about my bitching anymore. just noe that this is not what i wanted, or want.
Mc Tawny9789: ...do u feel like answering me..er no?
KissTheKielbasa7: i think i have already
Mc Tawny9789: and u wonder why u lose all of ur friends, its becuz ur stubborn. ok, then, bye
KissTheKielbasa7: exactly, and THAT is why i dont want to talk to you anymore, cuz your a bitch and make stupid ass comments like that just cuz your pissed off. and if you dont mind me adding, i dont lose friends being that me and erik are friends again, and since that was the ONLY person who i "lost" then i guess the point you were trying to make just got shut the fuck down
KissTheKielbasa7 is away at 11:53:24 PM.
KissTheKielbasa7 returned at 11:53:25 PM.
Mc Tawny9789: what did you want me to fuckin do? did u want me to just take losing my best friend like a panzy. i fucking hate this. i hate you. and im sorry...sorry that i've stooped to being your fuckin door mat all this time. i now see that friends are just a win or lose situation to you. u ment a lot to me, and still do. and i fucking done everything in my power to make it up to you. and it means nuthin to you. im glad that u can throw away friendships, but i cant. but you sitting there and calling me a bitch saying that your 'done with me'. its like ur my boss firing me, and now that you have erik he can fill my shoes. but what i hate most of all is that i dunt kno when to keep my mouth shut and just lie to you when it makes you feel better. i wont beg or cry over you anymore. i cant u tore me apart for this whole week, and prolly for many more to come. but whatever happens, whatever is sed, u should prolly noe that i'll aways love you. i dunt noe why im saying that now, seeing how u prolly dunt care n prolly havent' since the beginning. but i might as well let those be my last words to you.