Didnt think it could get any worse...wrong again
*And when i though i was about to fall flat on my face, you were there to help me out again*
I really didnt think things could get any worse. as it is everything was pretty bad. except my friends light up my life...atleast some of them do. my dad won't even look at me let alone talk to me. I shoveled the driveway...nothing. I made dinner, got him coffee, and a paper...nothing. I really think he hates me. i mean, i did something bad...and i realize that, but i hate that my own dad wants nothing to do with me. It kills.
and 'tha guy'...well he sucks. I'm so close to just hating him its not even funny. I hate going thru this and just wasting my time and everything just to get let down everytime. he sed himself that she had nothing that i didnt have...therefore, he likes her better because shes pretty, right? wrong, he goes and tells me "we're friends" and that im just "a friendly person". Fuck that. I should just move on, right? well, i cant' i duno why, but i hate the way i feel about everything thats gonig on. and i hope he reads this, becuz atleast then he might kno that im pissed off, and he can figure out what to do for a change. And i kno im being harsh...and prolly over reacting, but this shit really sucks.
oh did i mention my sister wont talk to me either? well, yup i managed to piss her off sumhow. I dunt get it. she hasn't talk to me in prolly two days now, and she acts like she dunt even care. Im glad im so easy to blow off. That just makes my day.
So basically my sister and my dad both hate me. Wow.. two down two to go, right?
Im really glad i can talk to meaghon about all tha shit thats going on, becuz i really need someone to unload on. And i feel bad putting all this on her and i want her to kno that. But shes really helping me out.
This all feels so wierd because im usually the one helping other people out with their problems. Not having my own to get through.
*I wish broken hearts were as easily fixed as scraped knees*
<3 you all,
Tawnya
*MaL ~n~ jP*
^amazing^
I really didnt think things could get any worse. as it is everything was pretty bad. except my friends light up my life...atleast some of them do. my dad won't even look at me let alone talk to me. I shoveled the driveway...nothing. I made dinner, got him coffee, and a paper...nothing. I really think he hates me. i mean, i did something bad...and i realize that, but i hate that my own dad wants nothing to do with me. It kills.
and 'tha guy'...well he sucks. I'm so close to just hating him its not even funny. I hate going thru this and just wasting my time and everything just to get let down everytime. he sed himself that she had nothing that i didnt have...therefore, he likes her better because shes pretty, right? wrong, he goes and tells me "we're friends" and that im just "a friendly person". Fuck that. I should just move on, right? well, i cant' i duno why, but i hate the way i feel about everything thats gonig on. and i hope he reads this, becuz atleast then he might kno that im pissed off, and he can figure out what to do for a change. And i kno im being harsh...and prolly over reacting, but this shit really sucks.
oh did i mention my sister wont talk to me either? well, yup i managed to piss her off sumhow. I dunt get it. she hasn't talk to me in prolly two days now, and she acts like she dunt even care. Im glad im so easy to blow off. That just makes my day.
So basically my sister and my dad both hate me. Wow.. two down two to go, right?
Im really glad i can talk to meaghon about all tha shit thats going on, becuz i really need someone to unload on. And i feel bad putting all this on her and i want her to kno that. But shes really helping me out.
This all feels so wierd because im usually the one helping other people out with their problems. Not having my own to get through.
*I wish broken hearts were as easily fixed as scraped knees*
<3 you all,
Tawnya
*MaL ~n~ jP*
^amazing^