Jun 05, 2004 13:58
Wow its been a long time since i have updated. I'm sorry guys i have just been really busy. First of all alex im sorry i haven't called u in awhile but i will do my best to call u today actually i take that back i will call u today :-). I am going to go see Harry Potter today. I hope its good. The movies have been a bit of a disspaointment because the books are so much better. Anyways lately i have been doing a lot of thinking. As most of you know im a big history freak. I love reading, i love politics, i love religon, you know im just a weird teenager. Tomorrow is the 60th anniversary of D-day.
Here's two reasons why im so sucked into politics and history and the military. For one, no one will fully understand the position im in because of what my family goes through. The reason i am so obsessed with history and religon and the news is because i have to be. When you have a dad that is over there a lot fighting u tend to get pulled into it. And i dislike alot of the people in my grade that just love ripping me apart and bashing me just because i like to debate about this stuff. Thats how i deal with my uneasiness i talk is that so much of a crime? If you could take my place for a week you would understand what i mean. If half the people could see what i have seen or been where i have been you would understand why im the way i am.
You know one of the most moving things i remember is seeing my grandfather look at the pictures from normandy and what went on over there. He lost so many friends, he started to break down in tears. Last year i went with my grandpa and grandma to lay flowers on the soldiers grave in angeles temple. That was also a moving experience. Its amazing to see how long those rows of crosses go on. And then it made me think how much more important it is to take out these terrorists. You know i know im an unusual person but hey its me. Wow and as im typing this i just found out Ronald Reagan died. Amazing how life can take turns isnt it? Well look people may have an idea of who i am but theres some things they dont know that they cant know. But i just hope i have been a good friend to all of you. And if i did anything to offend you i am sorry. Thanks for always being there and let me know how all of you are doing k?