This aint no funky reggea party...
You know something..
I don't write entries like I use to anymore.
I just don't.
Filled with worthless stupid stuff, well most of the time.
Looking back on Aurora_skizzer's journal, it's like I got stupid or something.
I read an entry I wrote about Doug...and I seriously miss that me more than anything right now in my life. I wanna go back to that place in time. Althought he....isn't a good influence, and sure ilegall, just my personality that time was awsome...
for ex. when I met jess.
No, I'm not saying I like Doug...there's no use beating a dead horse.
I like ej
Ej only.
But I think what the thing was, him being so much more mature than me, caused me to watch the way I acted, and take a more grownup view of life.
I don't get pissed at stuff anymore
I've learned to ignore stupid people/shit
Stressing isn't over stupid stuff anymore
I'm not slacking in school anymore
I have less fights with people
But I figured out the more I don't write important journals, the more I like that people don't know shit.
When I had only a few friends on LJ, it was nice that only they were reading it, but now it's like everyone in the freakin universe is reading my friends only entires, and private ones defeat the whole online purpose.
.....I'm not going to delete friends, and I'm to lazy to make a new journal.
To add to this, everything is pissing me off lately.
EVERYONE IS BEING SO FUCKING IMMATURE. I'm seriously already over this whole high school thing. I thought in the beginning of the school year, "why did my sister hate highschool so much? This year is like the best"
Yea..sure.
I wanna get out of this fucking hell hole. I CANNOT STAND ANYONE ANYMORE.
I'm down to fucking like 10 people I get along with, or truely even can stand.
My boyfriend
Ashley
Jess
Joe
Hamil
Anna...although she's been acting weird
Chris Merritt
Caitlin & Brittany from french..
Blake/Brandon
Everyone else, I don't talk to, or can't stand them. If it weren't for band, I'd defineately do that early graduation thing. I never understand why people piss me off. Oh that's right, b/c they are immature.
Ej has his weeks...but it doesn't bother me that much.
Your going to think I'm comming off as a bitch.
Oh well.
Deal with it.
I've learned in the last week or month that no matter how many friends I have, and no matter how much I change. Ashley and Jess are just always gonna be there.
I don't write entries like I use to anymore.
I just don't.
Filled with worthless stupid stuff, well most of the time.
Looking back on Aurora_skizzer's journal, it's like I got stupid or something.
I read an entry I wrote about Doug...and I seriously miss that me more than anything right now in my life. I wanna go back to that place in time. Althought he....isn't a good influence, and sure ilegall, just my personality that time was awsome...
for ex. when I met jess.
No, I'm not saying I like Doug...there's no use beating a dead horse.
I like ej
Ej only.
But I think what the thing was, him being so much more mature than me, caused me to watch the way I acted, and take a more grownup view of life.
I don't get pissed at stuff anymore
I've learned to ignore stupid people/shit
Stressing isn't over stupid stuff anymore
I'm not slacking in school anymore
I have less fights with people
But I figured out the more I don't write important journals, the more I like that people don't know shit.
When I had only a few friends on LJ, it was nice that only they were reading it, but now it's like everyone in the freakin universe is reading my friends only entires, and private ones defeat the whole online purpose.
.....I'm not going to delete friends, and I'm to lazy to make a new journal.
To add to this, everything is pissing me off lately.
EVERYONE IS BEING SO FUCKING IMMATURE. I'm seriously already over this whole high school thing. I thought in the beginning of the school year, "why did my sister hate highschool so much? This year is like the best"
Yea..sure.
I wanna get out of this fucking hell hole. I CANNOT STAND ANYONE ANYMORE.
I'm down to fucking like 10 people I get along with, or truely even can stand.
My boyfriend
Ashley
Jess
Joe
Hamil
Anna...although she's been acting weird
Chris Merritt
Caitlin & Brittany from french..
Blake/Brandon
Everyone else, I don't talk to, or can't stand them. If it weren't for band, I'd defineately do that early graduation thing. I never understand why people piss me off. Oh that's right, b/c they are immature.
Ej has his weeks...but it doesn't bother me that much.
Your going to think I'm comming off as a bitch.
Oh well.
Deal with it.
I've learned in the last week or month that no matter how many friends I have, and no matter how much I change. Ashley and Jess are just always gonna be there.