Change, please
I am at a point again were I need a drastic change. I'm not feeling confident or excited about anything right now. I sit at home most of the day. I start my job tomorrow but that is bringing more feelings of doubt than reassurance in something new and exciting.
I may have been wrong to want to keep such a close relationship with Josh. I feel like I'm not able to move forward and that I'm giving him too much hope that we will get back together. I often think that we could but, it would never be the same. I don't think I could ever love him like I once did; that's why it ended.
I'm so bored and lonely right now that I could die but, I keep isolating myself at the same time. If things don't turn around I'll be jeopardizing my school work and I'm so close to getting out. I really can't afford to fail anything now.
bitch, bitch, bitch...moan, moan, moan....
Shut up, Camille.
I may have been wrong to want to keep such a close relationship with Josh. I feel like I'm not able to move forward and that I'm giving him too much hope that we will get back together. I often think that we could but, it would never be the same. I don't think I could ever love him like I once did; that's why it ended.
I'm so bored and lonely right now that I could die but, I keep isolating myself at the same time. If things don't turn around I'll be jeopardizing my school work and I'm so close to getting out. I really can't afford to fail anything now.
bitch, bitch, bitch...moan, moan, moan....
Shut up, Camille.