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okay so right now im really happy and chippery. ive actually had a good day. its like today and yesterday all my problems were cleared up. me and chad are fine and i talked to chad's roommate and he doesnt hate me so im doing good. i wrote a couple poems today. i not so happy one and a happy one. the happy one is kinda meaningless now though lol but chad wants to read it so ill be glad to put it up for him. ill put the happy one last though to end positively hehehehe. well here are the poems.
i dont ask for a lot
i dont need a lot from you
but this one thing really bugs me
and i know its stupid too
im not comfortable with you going to clubs
it puts fear and hurt inside of me
its not that i dont trust you
its just how im meant to be
i dont want to seem over-ruling
i dont want to take this away from you
but i cant lie about it either
you have to know the truth
you said we both have to be happy
for this relationship to work
but if you went i wouldnt feel happy
i would only feel betrayed and hurt
i know its a lot to ask
but id feel safer if you didnt go
and i dont want "not enough time" to be your excuse
i want your love for me to be why you wouldn't go
right now tears are forming in my eyes
i dont want to ask this of you
but i am for one reason only
because i want no screts or pain pulling us apart
because i really love you
yeah thats the first one. once again its really pointless right now. heres the second one though!!
you,
you are the one i know
you are the one i need
you are the one i need to believe
i,
i would cry for you
i would die for you
i need you here with me
you,
you are my bleeding pain
i need you here again
without you things will never be the same
i,
i look in the mirror and see your face
i see you in every place
you're my angel falling from grace
you,
i still feel you in my arms
i still need you
i need you here with me
you
hehe hope you like it chad. i really do love you and i hope you never ever forget it. well thats all for now. bye bye everyone. omg by the way LOOK AT THE SMILEY!!! ITS SPINNING!!!!
i dont ask for a lot
i dont need a lot from you
but this one thing really bugs me
and i know its stupid too
im not comfortable with you going to clubs
it puts fear and hurt inside of me
its not that i dont trust you
its just how im meant to be
i dont want to seem over-ruling
i dont want to take this away from you
but i cant lie about it either
you have to know the truth
you said we both have to be happy
for this relationship to work
but if you went i wouldnt feel happy
i would only feel betrayed and hurt
i know its a lot to ask
but id feel safer if you didnt go
and i dont want "not enough time" to be your excuse
i want your love for me to be why you wouldn't go
right now tears are forming in my eyes
i dont want to ask this of you
but i am for one reason only
because i want no screts or pain pulling us apart
because i really love you
yeah thats the first one. once again its really pointless right now. heres the second one though!!
you,
you are the one i know
you are the one i need
you are the one i need to believe
i,
i would cry for you
i would die for you
i need you here with me
you,
you are my bleeding pain
i need you here again
without you things will never be the same
i,
i look in the mirror and see your face
i see you in every place
you're my angel falling from grace
you,
i still feel you in my arms
i still need you
i need you here with me
you
hehe hope you like it chad. i really do love you and i hope you never ever forget it. well thats all for now. bye bye everyone. omg by the way LOOK AT THE SMILEY!!! ITS SPINNING!!!!