Adamo Eternus
Hello Romance,
I've been waxing poetic lately. I met A1C "House" last week and have been smitten ever since. I am hoping for the best and planning for his next trip here. Para-sailing, jet skiing, and just making out in the water are a few of the festivities I have planned. He wanted to go scuba diving. I am a terrible swimmer but I'll pull some testicles together and figure something out. It's not like I can drown right? I mean the tank of oxygen is strapped to my back. We shall see. The degree of intrepidity required for such an stark raving mad event is incredibly attractive to me at this point. Like cliff jumping on my birthday two years ago. I just really WANT this. And him. Especially him. But, I don't think it will be. In my heart I remain a pessimist. I just feel a healthy layer of pessimism protects the delicate tissues of my fragile heart from becoming to... desperate? Probably not enough. I can't wait to see him. I can't wait for him to finish flying his top secret jets around and get his ass back here. It's so cute. His hands clasp mine so well. Fricken tiny duo.
He seemed so into me. Maybe it was just a dream. The fancy ice cream sure looked that way. I've never had a day like that though. Walking along the beach, barefoot (me? yes.) and a cool breeze with a warm Sun. I'm in training again. This time I'm going to do it all. If they accept my application, by this time next year, I'll be serving on the front lines... of a courtroom or command headquarters. I doubt they will. I've never ran a mile and a half that fast. Part of me thinks I never will.
I even like his feet.
I wrote something cute today. In his honor did my mind profess to confess an inner confection of adoration, admiration, and longing... it looked something like this:
There is no more eternal power
Than love in its last and dying hour.
For in that everlasting breath,
The final thought forever rests.
- R.O.T. (4/12/11)
Well Romance, that's it for this old brain... I have nothing more to say.
Oh, and if we work out, I have the inscription on his ring all ready to be set to metal. It reads:
Adamo Eternus
...and it means "To Fall in Love Continually or Everlasting Love."
Simpre contigo,
Robert.
I've been waxing poetic lately. I met A1C "House" last week and have been smitten ever since. I am hoping for the best and planning for his next trip here. Para-sailing, jet skiing, and just making out in the water are a few of the festivities I have planned. He wanted to go scuba diving. I am a terrible swimmer but I'll pull some testicles together and figure something out. It's not like I can drown right? I mean the tank of oxygen is strapped to my back. We shall see. The degree of intrepidity required for such an stark raving mad event is incredibly attractive to me at this point. Like cliff jumping on my birthday two years ago. I just really WANT this. And him. Especially him. But, I don't think it will be. In my heart I remain a pessimist. I just feel a healthy layer of pessimism protects the delicate tissues of my fragile heart from becoming to... desperate? Probably not enough. I can't wait to see him. I can't wait for him to finish flying his top secret jets around and get his ass back here. It's so cute. His hands clasp mine so well. Fricken tiny duo.
He seemed so into me. Maybe it was just a dream. The fancy ice cream sure looked that way. I've never had a day like that though. Walking along the beach, barefoot (me? yes.) and a cool breeze with a warm Sun. I'm in training again. This time I'm going to do it all. If they accept my application, by this time next year, I'll be serving on the front lines... of a courtroom or command headquarters. I doubt they will. I've never ran a mile and a half that fast. Part of me thinks I never will.
I even like his feet.
I wrote something cute today. In his honor did my mind profess to confess an inner confection of adoration, admiration, and longing... it looked something like this:
There is no more eternal power
Than love in its last and dying hour.
For in that everlasting breath,
The final thought forever rests.
- R.O.T. (4/12/11)
Well Romance, that's it for this old brain... I have nothing more to say.
Oh, and if we work out, I have the inscription on his ring all ready to be set to metal. It reads:
Adamo Eternus
...and it means "To Fall in Love Continually or Everlasting Love."
Simpre contigo,
Robert.