Semi Charmed
Dear Romance,
Randal is driving me hard. I too a hallucinogenic drug a few seconds ago and I'm waiting to pass out. The letters on this laptop are dancing, in the most seductive way. I'm learning a lot more about being ADD and how it's affected my ability to commit in a relationsihp.
I need to work on that.
But Randal doesn't realize how much physical contact is important to me. It's beyond what it is for normal people. I feel. I touch. I taste. I kiss. I make contact the core of intimacy for me. Maybe not for my partner. I can't say that they will ever feel the rapture that I do. But, I can say that for me... it's vital. And he may be his own undoing.
Except that last night, we slept so close, so tight, so well. Naked. Like we use to.
Life's ridiculous. I'd give up on all this money and power to just fix my brain into being able to commit to one person... forever.
Very Truly,
Robert
Randal is driving me hard. I too a hallucinogenic drug a few seconds ago and I'm waiting to pass out. The letters on this laptop are dancing, in the most seductive way. I'm learning a lot more about being ADD and how it's affected my ability to commit in a relationsihp.
I need to work on that.
But Randal doesn't realize how much physical contact is important to me. It's beyond what it is for normal people. I feel. I touch. I taste. I kiss. I make contact the core of intimacy for me. Maybe not for my partner. I can't say that they will ever feel the rapture that I do. But, I can say that for me... it's vital. And he may be his own undoing.
Except that last night, we slept so close, so tight, so well. Naked. Like we use to.
Life's ridiculous. I'd give up on all this money and power to just fix my brain into being able to commit to one person... forever.
Very Truly,
Robert