i never got to have my raw post. now this is it.

[preyofwolves]

because we still have songs to write, songs to sing, things to laugh about and a life to live. because there are so many things that i want to do with you, so many things that i wish to share with you. so many more moments that i wish to have with you.

i love holding you, and i love the way you hold me. i love falling asleep in your arms, and i love the look in your eyes when you lean in to kiss me. i love having my hand in yours, and your craze of taking pictures of everything. i love the way you are so moderate, and you know what to do, and you know compromise. i love seeing you laugh, and you're even cute when you're angry. i love leaning on your shoulders and taking in the scent at the base of your neck...

don't go...because i do know that i love you. forgive me, because i do have a reason for doing all this. i'm trying. i'm preparing myself. cos i know i've fallen for you but am still afraid of the free fall of love. it's like i'm trying to grasp and hold onto something while i fall off a cliff...just in case there is nothing to cushion my fall and i get played again.

don't leave just yet. i'm opening up little by little...please could you see this?

i don't want to lose you to time. i don't want to lose you to time...

等 我 . 等 我 ， 好 吗 ?