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Oct 08, 2005 12:41

Maybe, like you said, i'm starting to take this seriously. a little more serious, maybe. silly me. how could i. i don't know what to feel. cos i don't know what you feel. you leave me with two words, only to not say them again.

i don't think it would be wrong for me to feel stupid. stupid for giving in. for thinking that it really could happen. or that you really want it to happen. for thinking that this is flirting only but carries something more than that to you. ahh. silly, silly me.

but i know you are right when it came to certain things. i cannot want to hear you say things you don't really mean, and i don't need lies. cos i know what they bring in the end. i'm not in great pain anymore, but i've been down that road before, charcoaled to ten on the scale of one to ten... that i don't think anyone could really hurt me anymore. because i don't have expectations anymore. certainly none from you.

take your words back
play me more music and make yourself feel this way
make me see you fly away
as you ask me to fall into history...
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