Unfolding
I went over to close the circle between us because I was afraid and felt like I was just waiting for this man I utterly adore to hurt me. He went camping for the weekend, came back, and told me he realized he didn't want to casually sleep with people, that we have such an amazing thing started, but something is missing.
We talked and opened our relationship up in other avenues. I stayed the night. We unfolded in each other's arms, and allowed ourselves to do so. Now that I feel I can trust this and that I'll be safe, I can let myself be free in him. And vice versa.
I am back to not smoking the blessed weed. It did throw off my Homeopathic remedy. That's why I was back at being all emotional and reactionary. Interesting, the whole process.