projekt revolution
went to projekt revolution wed. omg! that was fucking amazing. just fucking amazing. went up there with jess, jen, mat perry, n jared. meet up with andrew n some of jen's friends. it was fucking amazing. got there in time for placibo. they sucked. the singer cant sing lol. heard h.i.m. they were good. played some of their new stuff. taking back sunday was fucking great. my chemical romance... umm yea. the music was good. the singer. what the fuck man. the dude jerked off on stage while talking bout him mom. what the fuck is wrong with him lol. but linkin park. MOTHER FUCKING AMAZING! just amazing. second time this year. but they still just amazing. did a bunch of new ones. n a shit load of old ones. fucking left n came back again for like another 30 minutes. it was fucking great. a bunch of kids tried to get a mosh pit going. it was kinda funny. u cant mosh to linkin park well but it was cool. what a fucking night. it was just fucking amazing. it was good to hang with them all b4 school starts. i'm gonna miss jess. i already do. i love that girl. ik she's the only one who reads this so i dunno y i'm writing any of this. but o well. this thing helps me let things out bc i really dont have a lot of people to talk to anymore. n i dont always wanna write a poem so. i just rant n ramble on this thing. but damn. i really do love her. it was kinda funny. the past 2 concerts we were both at 3 people said that we should get together lol. renee even said that we should just get it over with n go out. so many people have said we should get together. it's kinda funny to me. how i wish we would. i'd give anything for her. just as a friend i'd do anything for her. n as a bf i'm loyal as a fucking trained dog so. wow that sounds kinda bad but its true. even the gfs i had that i didnt really like, i never cheated on them n treated them with respect. i just wish she'd give me a chance. i dont want really anything. there's nothing to give me. all i want is someone that i could just hold n talk to. that's it. just someone that i can call my gf n be able to hold. i dont care if we dont even kiss for awhile. i dont care about any of that really. i just want someone to hold. n i know that if it's anyone else besides her i'm gonna be thinking about her. i think bout her all the time. she's one of my bestfriends. she's like a sister to me in a way. n i love her with all the humanly love that i can have. but yea. none of this means anything unless if she feels the same. n i know she doesnt. i just cant understand y. n so many others cant understand either. she knows me. she knows i'd never hurt her. that i'd give her all she wants. i mean hell people have asked us so many times if we're goin out. that's just how we act with eachother. we already act like we're together. i mean yea she acts that way with a lot of guys. but its still the point. she knows i'm good. i just wish that she'd give me a chance. but o well. linkin park was fucking amazing! lol