time for a new
yea... u know i've been depressed for awhile now. i'm kinda sick of it. sooo yea. i'm gonna finally truely try and change. no longer am i going by the name Wind. i'm sick of him. i'm sick of being insane. it's gettin really annoying bc i keep losing people i care about. i realized it this morning. well actually it was bout an hour ago bc that's when i woke up. haha. gotta love being a college student. haha. but yea. i'm finally gonna start following who i am. i know my future is grim. but i don't care anymore. i'm gonna deal with it when it comes. until then it's now. live every day like it's ur last and live every day like life goes on forever. that's the code of a viking. and that's what i am. a viking. i was named after erik the red. my name means ever powerful, ever ruler. and i'm gonna finally start acting like that. fuck my past. most of the people that know who i use to be are gone. they don't talk to me. i only see maybe 3 of them anymore. and those 3 were my best friends so they don't care. the other people who know who i was bc i told them don't understand and don't care bc they weren't there. so yea. fuck it all. i'm gonna change. i'm guessing i lost a friend who i do care about and like. bc she's not talking to me anymore. well just wanna tell u if u do read this. i'm sry that i started acting wierd. but u know what. fuck it. i'm not gonna be that way anymore. and if ur my real friend u'll find it in ur heart to forgive me and atleast talk to me sometimes. so yea. i dunno. fuck depression. i've been so worried bout my future that i've forgot what i have now. so yea. i'm gonna actually try at life now. so yea. out with the old. in with the new. peace.
Erik
Erik