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Well b/c its the holidays a couple of things have been kinda sad my uncle died 2yrs ago two days after christmas and well last year was the best christmas i have ever had
which happend to be with my aunt Kathy who died october 1st of this year i guess its so crappy b/c like all year ive been planning things for christmas with her and well thats not possible anymore i know i shouldnt be thinking like that but i guess i just rly miss her and like i mean i cant even coprehend what her kids are going though i guess i should be handling all this better then i am but i just can't
which happend to be with my aunt Kathy who died october 1st of this year i guess its so crappy b/c like all year ive been planning things for christmas with her and well thats not possible anymore i know i shouldnt be thinking like that but i guess i just rly miss her and like i mean i cant even coprehend what her kids are going though i guess i should be handling all this better then i am but i just can't