Aug 08, 2005 14:41
I can't believe Geoff is actually gone. I knew I was going to miss him but not this much. I haven't been able to stop crying.. this is like worse than breaking up. I have seen him everyday for the past 11 months and now I won't see him for 3. This is the worst feeling. 3 months is a really long time to be away from the person you love.
But anyway, if any of you see me, please try to NOT bring it up because its really hard for me. I'm not that strong and I'll probably just start balling. And if you need me to tell him anything I will let him know. I won't get a letter for at least 3 weeks but I'll let him know.
So yea, this pretty much is the worst thing I have ever been through...