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a little confused and a little hurt. I'm not sure where I set my foot down when I stand. I am going today to look at a car. yey! if I got a car.....my life would with out a doubt begin to take off. a job!!!! a better job. a car provides those essentials that I've been living with out. ok I won't get too excited...because I don't have one yet. I just like to dream. some things are so foreign to me...but I deserve to feel special. I really do. and I thank those of you who have done your share and really make me believe in myself. but to those you of you who continuously bring me down...I'm sad that you can't just see what is inside of me and what I can and will do with this life I've got. I've behaved foolishly and have not acted as though I cared about anyone other than myself....but because I believe my God can change me I am placing myself in his hands and am hoping to undergo severe reconstruction. So bare with me and I will one day blow your mind.