somewhat update?
vegas a few weeks ago was amazing. had tons of fun.
havasu last week was a nice time too. wish i could have been in two places at once. but i know there will be other pool parties!
alexis stepped on me with her heel in vegas and gave me this nice gash on the top of my foot. turned out worse than what it was and i had to get a tetanus shot and antibiotics. so long story short.
it looks like my foot is about to fall off.
mario kart for wii is amazing. and i'm excited to battle everyone once they get the game and wfc hooked up.
i need a vacation. i want to get away. but i dunno where to go.
vegas GIRLS trip for my birthday in october. sorry natalie. :( girls only.
milestone bday. gotta make it good!
zeph's bday is in 2 weeks. we're doing a spa day instead of doing a weekend in san diego. then at the end of the month her dad is taking ltz on a turn around trip. i'm really excited for it.
my niece and nephew are getting so big. :(
i want them to be babies forever!
sigh...
eric is back in my life...sorta.
i'm so confused.
how can you beg someone to give you another chance and tell them you've changed and then not try to prove it?
i wanted this for so long. but i feel it's just a game.
maybe when he's down here it will be different?
i'm tired of crying. i'm tired of games. i'm tired of distance.
i just want to know that i'm the one he wants to be with and he hasn't proven that to me. did he just try talking to me again to see if he has me like that? maybe? i hope not. i don't know.
i want us to work.
and sara, i know you want me to get over it.
i can't...not right now. i know if you were in my shoes, you would possibly do the same. i love him and i miss him. i know the type of person he is and eventhough he has hurt me...he's also made me so happy.
and if giving it another shot and him hurting me is what's gonna happen...then i'll learn from it. just stick by me.
that's all i want. i love you.
havasu last week was a nice time too. wish i could have been in two places at once. but i know there will be other pool parties!
alexis stepped on me with her heel in vegas and gave me this nice gash on the top of my foot. turned out worse than what it was and i had to get a tetanus shot and antibiotics. so long story short.
it looks like my foot is about to fall off.
mario kart for wii is amazing. and i'm excited to battle everyone once they get the game and wfc hooked up.
i need a vacation. i want to get away. but i dunno where to go.
vegas GIRLS trip for my birthday in october. sorry natalie. :( girls only.
milestone bday. gotta make it good!
zeph's bday is in 2 weeks. we're doing a spa day instead of doing a weekend in san diego. then at the end of the month her dad is taking ltz on a turn around trip. i'm really excited for it.
my niece and nephew are getting so big. :(
i want them to be babies forever!
sigh...
eric is back in my life...sorta.
i'm so confused.
how can you beg someone to give you another chance and tell them you've changed and then not try to prove it?
i wanted this for so long. but i feel it's just a game.
maybe when he's down here it will be different?
i'm tired of crying. i'm tired of games. i'm tired of distance.
i just want to know that i'm the one he wants to be with and he hasn't proven that to me. did he just try talking to me again to see if he has me like that? maybe? i hope not. i don't know.
i want us to work.
and sara, i know you want me to get over it.
i can't...not right now. i know if you were in my shoes, you would possibly do the same. i love him and i miss him. i know the type of person he is and eventhough he has hurt me...he's also made me so happy.
and if giving it another shot and him hurting me is what's gonna happen...then i'll learn from it. just stick by me.
that's all i want. i love you.