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my family celebrated my birthday tonight.
i got home from work and my niece ran up to me to tell me it was my birthday party. they had a cake for me and gave me gifts. my niece helped me blow out my candles.
it says "happy birthday pretty lisa" :)
i didn't make a wish.
the only thing i wish for i can't have.
i miss my grandpa.
i wish i could hear him tell me one last time happy birthday. i wish i could hug him and give him a kiss or hold his hand. i wish to just sit with him one last time on the couch watching hours and hours of tv. or him asking how my jobs were going or how i was liking my truck.
i didn't think something could hurt this much. i'm missing a big part of my life. if i feel like this, i can't even imagine what my grandmother or mother feels.
it's not getting any better.
i hate this year.
i got home from work and my niece ran up to me to tell me it was my birthday party. they had a cake for me and gave me gifts. my niece helped me blow out my candles.
it says "happy birthday pretty lisa" :)
i didn't make a wish.
the only thing i wish for i can't have.
i miss my grandpa.
i wish i could hear him tell me one last time happy birthday. i wish i could hug him and give him a kiss or hold his hand. i wish to just sit with him one last time on the couch watching hours and hours of tv. or him asking how my jobs were going or how i was liking my truck.
i didn't think something could hurt this much. i'm missing a big part of my life. if i feel like this, i can't even imagine what my grandmother or mother feels.
it's not getting any better.
i hate this year.