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I want
somebody to lay next to me right now and talk to me and tell people are supposed to get scared sometimes and it's okay to run away from things and that it's alright that his name still gives me butterflies even though he loves someone else and in the end it'll all work out for me and things will be ok. (because right now i'm having a pretty hard time convincing myself this)
I want
to leave this place but i'm terrified of being alone
& I want
this mono shit to go away so i can do something besides sleep.