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[prettywhenycry]

well im bored and theres no one to talk to. so yea! la la la la la la anyways. im frightened(not really) that i have a solo coming up, ahh! today was kewl. rachel getting boners almost every 5 min. when she sees umm... yea, but thats normal, heehee ;)(you know what i mean). i want to see my friends band play but i cant:( which sucks ass!!!but sooner or later i will. well umm... i can say no guys on my mind, so yea. tell me of what you thought of that poem thing or whatever you want to call it, tell me what you thought of it.(plz!)man! do you know how many people cant fucking walk in the whole damn skewl?? i do. well idk what else to put, but yea. haha i feel stupid because, im basically talking to myself. wait...i already talk to myself, and im psycho for that, not really(looks around not being insane)heehee. well i guess theres nothing else to say so i guess i can leave another poem thingy. tell me what you think bout it. Laterz!

once was one, now is two
i told you everything
stood by your side
now i know nothing
we lost all our pride
and walked away
never turning back
our friendship was a straight line
now are curves and dead ends
smiling and laughing
turned into grins and dirty looks
floating around are your lies
our friendship now dies
the inside jokes
no longer exists
the shade of our friendship
turned red with anger
forgetting you is easy
forgetting our secrets is harder
emotions fly
anger rises
you and me, friendship
you divide me, enimies for life
leaving the knife in my back
i place one in your back
scared for life
die knowing you destroyed me