Big Decision
So time to start emo rant.
I get lonelyso easily.. i constantly crave some sort of contact. It's never there. Make me fall and disappear. One night you are dreaming but when you wake the dream is over. What's it like to get something i return. Wehn you have nothing left to give what does it feel to be restored of the feeling. I don't know
Where can i go from here. I have to start everything all over, i don't want to start everything all over. No where to run to, find me a place to run to.
I think i would give in to anything. How easy i am. Like a limpet I attach to anything, anyone who will show me the least attention.
So this is the big decision.
It's 2:45am.. and this is what i think about from say 10pm-5am. I think it's unhealthy....sigh
I get lonelyso easily.. i constantly crave some sort of contact. It's never there. Make me fall and disappear. One night you are dreaming but when you wake the dream is over. What's it like to get something i return. Wehn you have nothing left to give what does it feel to be restored of the feeling. I don't know
Where can i go from here. I have to start everything all over, i don't want to start everything all over. No where to run to, find me a place to run to.
I think i would give in to anything. How easy i am. Like a limpet I attach to anything, anyone who will show me the least attention.
So this is the big decision.
It's 2:45am.. and this is what i think about from say 10pm-5am. I think it's unhealthy....sigh