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Seriouser and Seriouser...
FInished Eragon. Loved it. Can't get through more than a few moments of Jordanless thought. My trust and rejection issues are out at full force, but I'm fighting them and Jordan's giving them zero ammunition. I think he may be as crazy about us as I am. Only minus the crazy, he just means forever and wants forever and that's that. That's the beauty of boys.
He thinks I have cold feet. I'm just afraid that at any second he's going to pull the plug and say "whoops, sorry." Again with how he gives me zero ammunition to fire that thought. But it seems everything's perfect now. I know that everything always seems perfect for the first month. I also know that once we get going things will be way different from the way they are now. I know that the first fight will break my heart into a million peices. Actually it'll be like the third. I dont even want to remember the first one, and I find the second one funny because I was SO damn mad. I know that I don't know a thing about being a good wife. I tell myself that I've been a really great girlfriend since sophomore year, but I also think that I'm intelligent, gorgeous, and talented. Jordan is my best friend. I have no doubt that we can make this work. I know that we both want to do so.
I have new pics on Myspace!! I'll eventually transfer them to LJ and Facebook. *hearts n stars*
FInished Eragon. Loved it. Can't get through more than a few moments of Jordanless thought. My trust and rejection issues are out at full force, but I'm fighting them and Jordan's giving them zero ammunition. I think he may be as crazy about us as I am. Only minus the crazy, he just means forever and wants forever and that's that. That's the beauty of boys.
He thinks I have cold feet. I'm just afraid that at any second he's going to pull the plug and say "whoops, sorry." Again with how he gives me zero ammunition to fire that thought. But it seems everything's perfect now. I know that everything always seems perfect for the first month. I also know that once we get going things will be way different from the way they are now. I know that the first fight will break my heart into a million peices. Actually it'll be like the third. I dont even want to remember the first one, and I find the second one funny because I was SO damn mad. I know that I don't know a thing about being a good wife. I tell myself that I've been a really great girlfriend since sophomore year, but I also think that I'm intelligent, gorgeous, and talented. Jordan is my best friend. I have no doubt that we can make this work. I know that we both want to do so.
I have new pics on Myspace!! I'll eventually transfer them to LJ and Facebook. *hearts n stars*