Actually, just about everyone ive talked to says its nasty. And your not important either...cause as far as im concerned your a shitty excuse for a friend. EVERY single person I've talked so says that your a bitch for standing me up like this and what you did was fucked up when you knew about today and you just fuck me over at the last minute. And you wanna throw this "I had to work" bullshit at me. Dont even fucking throw that at me. Thats so fucked up. YOU FUCKING KNEW back when u bought those damn tickets when this concert was and u couldnt even take off work or get early hours. But noooooooooooooooooooooo, you can take off for your other friends birthdays or shit like that. but you couldnt even do this. thats fucked up and everyone says it. and on top of that u didnt even have the common decency to call me and let me know or let me buy the other ticket off of u so i could take someone else...cause i probably would have had more fun with one of my other friends anyway. one of my true friends...which obviously isnt you. but whatever, i dont ever wanna see u or speak to you again. cause melissa was right...your a fake.
Everyone you've talked too? Strange, considering we don't have the same friends, let alone know some of the same people. but whatever, how you feel about a peircing isn't important right now.
you don't realize that this is all a big misunderstanding Ryan? Someone close to my family passed away a week ago. I heard from just about everyone im close to in the least bit, just checking up to see if I was alright, in which I can handle death well. You're one of my best friends Ryan, or at least you were, and you know this. And best friends call eacthother to check up and such, and I always have for you. You found out about my grandfather and I didn't hear from you at all until this past Thursday. And no, you weren't calling in regards as to how I was or anything, you were calling in regards of the concert. You specifically asked what our plans were for the concert, and myself, being annoyed that that was the only reason you were calling me, told you the truth. The truth was, I wasn't sure yet because I told you I had to work till 5 and I would try and get out early, and I would call you the second I could. You asked why I didn't take off for Sunday. Considering I had the whole past week off, in which I didn't even reqeust, my boss gave it to me because he felt I needed it, due to the circumstances. You said something like oh yeah I heard sorry, then immediatly went back to talking about the concert, not even asking how I was. Then, you call me again to ask what drink you got, then told me I was no help and hung up on me? ok. ... ? Since I was already on my way to South Street, I decided to just talk to you when I got there because by that point I was extremely annoyed. What d
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What do I get? Before you even say a simple hello you say "That's disgusting!" Referring to my peircing. That sure makes someone who isn't having the best week feel better, after being happy about it. Then I told you I was annoyed at you and you fuckin acted like you didn't even know me. You ignored what I said, made me look stupid in front of people I didn't know, and didn't even introduce me to your friends. Pretty fuckin rude to not introduce one of your friends, let alone ignore them.
Sunday I had to work till 5, but I was allowed to get off at 4 if it wasn't busy. Just my luck Ryan, it was busy. In fact, they wanted me to stay even later because one of the waitresses called out. Honestly, I had every intention of going to the concert. Why would I spend $85 on the tickets and not go? Would that make sense? I thought the concert was at 7, that was my honest mistake.. ..because I would have tried harder to at least call you earlier. My intentions were to call you the second I could talk to you about how I was kinda upset that you have been shady recently, but still had every intention of going. I told some friends I couldn't hang out because I was going to the concert with you, and I was LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. I got out of work and I was right about to call you but my phone said I had a few new voicemails so I checked them first. Unfortunatly, all I here is "fuck you June, you're a fucking bitch and a fucking asshole and i fucking hate you I can't beleive you stood me up I never want to fucking talk to you again don't call me or im me or anything ladaladalaldaaldaa. . .etc.. " I was in shock. Complete shock. . ..not only was I puzzled as to what you ment by saying I stood you up or something, but shocked that you could ever say such words. I was really upset Ryan, and I didn't know what made you think that I would do that. I had to call you back. . .but you ignored my calls, and didn't even listen to my voicemails, or so I hear. You're saying I didn't have the common decency to call you? I did call you Ryan, and I left voicemails. ..YOU were just to stubborn and thick headed to talk to me or listen to what I had to say over this BIG misunderstanding. I got really fucking upset, and I really didn't need it. So much shit has been going on and my aunt is in the hospital for throat cancer and losing the friend that I need most right now just completed my shitty week. You weren't there at all though this and you didn't care just like you don't now. You won't even talk to me or listen to what I have to say. The only thing I'm hearing from you is how much of a shitty person I am for not getting out of work early, and I see that you're bringing anyone else you can into it as well. I'm not using work as an excuse, but I can't take off after having the whole week off. Once again, I had every intention of going. I called you back to make amends and go, I'm not going to let some stupid drama ruin one of the best friendships I've had. I've had people agree with me too Ryan, but I'm not bringing friends into this really. It's between US. Don't go saying this person thinks that and that person feels this after you go and brainwash them into thinking I'm a shitty person. I'm not doing that to you.. .I'm keeping most of what I have to say to myself and not really speaking of it to anyone. I can't beleive you want to discuss this over a livejournal for the whole world to see, but at least we might be getting through to eachother somehow because I don't want what we have to end. I don't hate you, what you said really really hurt, especially at a time like this, but I don't hate you over it. I don't think I could ever really hate you.
I'm sorry that you got the wrong impression, it wasn't what I hoped for. I hoped maybe you could be the least bit more understanding and we could have gone to the concert and had a good time.
I geuss this is all I have to say. I'm sorry things turned out the way they did. I'll miss you. I wish you would have not ripped up my card because every word of it was the truth. i love you ryan. bye.
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you don't realize that this is all a big misunderstanding Ryan? Someone close to my family passed away a week ago. I heard from just about everyone im close to in the least bit, just checking up to see if I was alright, in which I can handle death well. You're one of my best friends Ryan, or at least you were, and you know this. And best friends call eacthother to check up and such, and I always have for you. You found out about my grandfather and I didn't hear from you at all until this past Thursday. And no, you weren't calling in regards as to how I was or anything, you were calling in regards of the concert. You specifically asked what our plans were for the concert, and myself, being annoyed that that was the only reason you were calling me, told you the truth. The truth was, I wasn't sure yet because I told you I had to work till 5 and I would try and get out early, and I would call you the second I could. You asked why I didn't take off for Sunday. Considering I had the whole past week off, in which I didn't even reqeust, my boss gave it to me because he felt I needed it, due to the circumstances. You said something like oh yeah I heard sorry, then immediatly went back to talking about the concert, not even asking how I was. Then, you call me again to ask what drink you got, then told me I was no help and hung up on me? ok. ... ? Since I was already on my way to South Street, I decided to just talk to you when I got there because by that point I was extremely annoyed. What d
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Sunday I had to work till 5, but I was allowed to get off at 4 if it wasn't busy. Just my luck Ryan, it was busy. In fact, they wanted me to stay even later because one of the waitresses called out. Honestly, I had every intention of going to the concert. Why would I spend $85 on the tickets and not go? Would that make sense? I thought the concert was at 7, that was my honest mistake.. ..because I would have tried harder to at least call you earlier. My intentions were to call you the second I could talk to you about how I was kinda upset that you have been shady recently, but still had every intention of going. I told some friends I couldn't hang out because I was going to the concert with you, and I was LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. I got out of work and I was right about to call you but my phone said I had a few new voicemails so I checked them first. Unfortunatly, all I here is "fuck you June, you're a fucking bitch and a fucking asshole and i fucking hate you I can't beleive you stood me up I never want to fucking talk to you again don't call me or im me or anything ladaladalaldaaldaa. . .etc.. " I was in shock. Complete shock. . ..not only was I puzzled as to what you ment by saying I stood you up or something, but shocked that you could ever say such words. I was really upset Ryan, and I didn't know what made you think that I would do that. I had to call you back. . .but you ignored my calls, and didn't even listen to my voicemails, or so I hear. You're saying I didn't have the common decency to call you? I did call you Ryan, and I left voicemails. ..YOU were just to stubborn and thick headed to talk to me or listen to what I had to say over this BIG misunderstanding. I got really fucking upset, and I really didn't need it. So much shit has been going on and my aunt is in the hospital for throat cancer and losing the friend that I need most right now just completed my shitty week. You weren't there at all though this and you didn't care just like you don't now. You won't even talk to me or listen to what I have to say. The only thing I'm hearing from you is how much of a shitty person I am for not getting out of work early, and I see that you're bringing anyone else you can into it as well. I'm not using work as an excuse, but I can't take off after having the whole week off. Once again, I had every intention of going. I called you back to make amends and go, I'm not going to let some stupid drama ruin one of the best friendships I've had.
I've had people agree with me too Ryan, but I'm not bringing friends into this really. It's between US. Don't go saying this person thinks that and that person feels this after you go and brainwash them into thinking I'm a shitty person. I'm not doing that to you.. .I'm keeping most of what I have to say to myself and not really speaking of it to anyone. I can't beleive you want to discuss this over a livejournal for the whole world to see, but at least we might be getting through to eachother somehow because I don't want what we have to end. I don't hate you, what you said really really hurt, especially at a time like this, but I don't hate you over it. I don't think I could ever really hate you.
I'm sorry that you got the wrong impression, it wasn't what I hoped for. I hoped maybe you could be the least bit more understanding and we could have gone to the concert and had a good time.
I geuss this is all I have to say. I'm sorry things turned out the way they did. I'll miss you. I wish you would have not ripped up my card because every word of it was the truth. i love you ryan. bye.
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