thats how i come, thats how i go

[prettysuicide]

i think its really weird that no matter what it is to remind me of something, have it be a picture, a smell, a video, a movie or a story ever bring me back better then a song.

there are certain songs or albums that bring back more and stronger memories then anything else.
it makes me sick to my stomach with memories, and i honestly hate it.

i hate that about music.

the past always seems better.
i noticed that a long time ago.
and yet i never embrace or enjoy the present.
i always hate it.

the real tina turner of our time.

p.s. i fell for someone i never knew. and it hurt as much as if i knew them for years. when do i grow up.