my biggest fear
on my days off, i tend to do the same exact thing.
i wake up around 10:30-11, go to dunkin donuts, pound my coffee and then spend the rest of the day recording.
its alot fun, and i wish i had 3 or 4 other dudes to sit around and do this everyday with me.
it never gets boring, not even by myself.
i feel like i was meant to do this everyday.
then of course go on tour and play the songs for the world.
i think my problem with past bands and/or project i was just never 100% into it.
besides drawing maps, and even with them it became a hassle and unfun towards the end.
disagreeing alot, not being happy with other members, and so fourth.
but for the most part, it was a shit load of fun and i think it is the best music and writing i have ever been part of.
and i wish we were still together...
because of lack of friends these days, im really missing the few that are still around and have been trying to rekindle freindships that kind of fizzled.
its a really hard thing to do, and we have grown alot and have become different people with different lives.
but i think that the root of our friendship is still there and we really are as close as we ever were...
we just need to start hanging out more.
ya know?
i have alot of shit to do before school starts, financial aid paper work, studying for my placement test next week and so on..
its overwhelming, but im really glad to be so productive these last few weeks.
im still struggling with money, its been really really hard lately.
i am late on rent by a week, have tons of bills coming up in the next 2 weeks or so and havent even begun saving for my new place or paying off my credit card,
...im so stressed sometimes over it that i literally want to cry and have a fucking panic attack..
its only money.
p.s. i have alot of friends with musical talent and they have all posted alot of really good new music on their myspace pages, so please check out struggler wives, not for climbing taiwan and lets go exploring!
i wake up around 10:30-11, go to dunkin donuts, pound my coffee and then spend the rest of the day recording.
its alot fun, and i wish i had 3 or 4 other dudes to sit around and do this everyday with me.
it never gets boring, not even by myself.
i feel like i was meant to do this everyday.
then of course go on tour and play the songs for the world.
i think my problem with past bands and/or project i was just never 100% into it.
besides drawing maps, and even with them it became a hassle and unfun towards the end.
disagreeing alot, not being happy with other members, and so fourth.
but for the most part, it was a shit load of fun and i think it is the best music and writing i have ever been part of.
and i wish we were still together...
because of lack of friends these days, im really missing the few that are still around and have been trying to rekindle freindships that kind of fizzled.
its a really hard thing to do, and we have grown alot and have become different people with different lives.
but i think that the root of our friendship is still there and we really are as close as we ever were...
we just need to start hanging out more.
ya know?
i have alot of shit to do before school starts, financial aid paper work, studying for my placement test next week and so on..
its overwhelming, but im really glad to be so productive these last few weeks.
im still struggling with money, its been really really hard lately.
i am late on rent by a week, have tons of bills coming up in the next 2 weeks or so and havent even begun saving for my new place or paying off my credit card,
...im so stressed sometimes over it that i literally want to cry and have a fucking panic attack..
its only money.
p.s. i have alot of friends with musical talent and they have all posted alot of really good new music on their myspace pages, so please check out struggler wives, not for climbing taiwan and lets go exploring!