if it doesn't kill me it will make me stronger
i go in waves, hating you -- missing you -- trying to forget about you.
every time i wanna write you i tell myself no, you were clear about the fact you needed space.
i just think about our bbq's, the office marathons, all our hypes we went on together, driving hours to kiss you, hitting cuts, the first time i laid eyes on you, i haven't felt the same about anyone else... i wonder if i ever will, all the little things i miss about us hurt me most. i try to recall how much you killed me sometimes, the fights and tears, up and downs, finally leaving town.
how strong i need to be right now...keep going, i am so close to getting past it but so far away.
every time i wanna write you i tell myself no, you were clear about the fact you needed space.
i just think about our bbq's, the office marathons, all our hypes we went on together, driving hours to kiss you, hitting cuts, the first time i laid eyes on you, i haven't felt the same about anyone else... i wonder if i ever will, all the little things i miss about us hurt me most. i try to recall how much you killed me sometimes, the fights and tears, up and downs, finally leaving town.
how strong i need to be right now...keep going, i am so close to getting past it but so far away.