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ok well I deleted the post about 2 days ago bc some pple seemed to think they know "who" i am talking about when in fact, they dont, they cant bc it was not about one particular person. That day i was having a bad day and everything was making me mad, just tolet everyone know. we wrote satires in school and i was in the mood to vent so i did so i said everything on my mind. I want to be sure to get this straight, not ONCE did I EVER say I was perfect or anyone else was supposed to be. Im not a perfect person, friend, girlfriend,sister,daughter, anything. no one is and no one should be. secondly if it WERE about someone, i guarentee you I would tell them to their face. ive never held back and imsorry that you think i am being fake and a bitch and talking behind pples backs. i didnt know that it wasnt ok for pple to express their opinions and im sorry for causing unnecessary drama but that has been my outlook on life for the past few weeks and i have gone through alot of crap, no it may not be anything like cancer or anything life threatening but it does get to you, especially when pple you talk to sit here and try and tell you things about something they dont know about. after a while you get sick of hearing about it, yet no one understands. oh well! it doesnt matter anymore. if you want ot get mad at me you can. and i agree with you that i need tolook inside myself and see things, i think we all should do that it would be good for everyone. I dont consider myself a saint or even that great of a person but im me and thats all im trying to be and it may take some time for me to figure that out but that is ok bc that is what growing up is all about.