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so lately i've been having lots of discussions with people about god.
and religion. faith. everything.
and yesterday, something happened yet again to make me a non-believer.
a child's life was taken away.
fuck that "everything happens for a reason" bullshit.
there is no reason, ever, that a family should lose a child.
EVER.
jesy, we love you so much.
my heart is in pieces.
i don't even know how to deal with this.
i am mess. i keep thinking how lucky i am that ariana is safe.
but then i think about james and margaret.
and my heart keeps breaking.
it is unreal. absolutely unreal.
i wish i knew what to do, what to say....
but there is nothing.
nothing.
....you will be so missed beautiful boy.