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I wonder why nothing is simple or easy. Nothing worth anything that is. I'm lonely, and sick of being stuck at home alone, with my mom who's attached to her telephone cause she has a job. When I'm not alone I'm with people I don't care to be around much. Why oh why did you have to get a life John? I need something to look forward too. How many years can I wait before I figure out how to get out there and do something? Why is everything so in between, to the poitn where I'm confused about weather I'm happy or sad, its getting to the point where I don't care, be bad or be good. Why am I complaining on the internet? Releash I suppose.

I need friends. Or close friends. I have beautiful friends, we just aren't close.  I love how double meaning'd "close" is. :)