Probably should update this
I haven't wrote in here for a bit. Felt like procrastinating on sleep again. I haven't been going to bed at a decent hour lately.
I'm really unhappy with my body of late. To deal with most my sicknesses my doctor has been throwing steroids at me. I take a lot. He's not a good doctor but I can't afford more until my benefits kick in in Nov. Now that I have an office job I am constantly sitting down so it's made me explode with weight. Before I was on my feet constantly working at Gamestop so I was getting some what of an exercise to combat the steroids but not anymore. So I'm taking the steps again to attempt to eat healthier and work out. I'm horrible about keeping up with it because once I start getting into a groove of working out, I seem to get sick with something that impairs my breathing usually. But this time i'm not going to let that be an excuse. I'm going to power throw it and just use a lot of inhalers haha
That combined with my work schedule, I don't have much time for the boyfriend lately. He's work in 6, 12-hour days and I'm working mon-fri 10-7. So we don't have much time to spend with one another and I don't have much time to actually do any working out. So I've been doing it after he leaves my apartment at night. Which leads me to staying up far too late and not getting enough sleep.
I would really love to lose a considerable amount by dec. I saw these adorable dresses from Black milk
I would love to wear one around the next hobbit release cause i'm a nerd like that and I like being a hot nerd. And I would rather not be frumpy looking. I think that this revelation of these adorable nerdy dresses has inspired me more than anything else.
I'm going to try to keep with it. I have this problem that when I start something I get excited and tell people and then when they start asking me about it I actually lose inspiration for it. I feel as if they are judging me for it. So I'm going to try to keep this to myself relatively anyway. I really just wanted to share those adorable dresses.
I'm really unhappy with my body of late. To deal with most my sicknesses my doctor has been throwing steroids at me. I take a lot. He's not a good doctor but I can't afford more until my benefits kick in in Nov. Now that I have an office job I am constantly sitting down so it's made me explode with weight. Before I was on my feet constantly working at Gamestop so I was getting some what of an exercise to combat the steroids but not anymore. So I'm taking the steps again to attempt to eat healthier and work out. I'm horrible about keeping up with it because once I start getting into a groove of working out, I seem to get sick with something that impairs my breathing usually. But this time i'm not going to let that be an excuse. I'm going to power throw it and just use a lot of inhalers haha
That combined with my work schedule, I don't have much time for the boyfriend lately. He's work in 6, 12-hour days and I'm working mon-fri 10-7. So we don't have much time to spend with one another and I don't have much time to actually do any working out. So I've been doing it after he leaves my apartment at night. Which leads me to staying up far too late and not getting enough sleep.
I would really love to lose a considerable amount by dec. I saw these adorable dresses from Black milk
I would love to wear one around the next hobbit release cause i'm a nerd like that and I like being a hot nerd. And I would rather not be frumpy looking. I think that this revelation of these adorable nerdy dresses has inspired me more than anything else.
I'm going to try to keep with it. I have this problem that when I start something I get excited and tell people and then when they start asking me about it I actually lose inspiration for it. I feel as if they are judging me for it. So I'm going to try to keep this to myself relatively anyway. I really just wanted to share those adorable dresses.