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today was alrigt. i hung with emily, we ran and stuff. and then went swimming at lauras. then she left me and went to hang with paige and i went home. and did nothing. i drove my sister to joannas. shes there for the night....tomorrow i get to get up at freaking 6:30. and go to my dads office. fun. then drivers ed. blagh. then a fucking golf playing lesson. def not excited right now. i shall be tired as hell. anyway. so um. people change in high school. austin and i established that the other day. i dont like change. at all. it um pretty much sucks. im in a bitchy mood. not sure why. golf is taking over my life. fucking hellll. and im not even good. so theres no point and people get mad bc i make plans not knowing i have golf and then have to break them. and now with gold and drivers ed. and then golf and school. i officially will have no social life for the rest of high school fuckingg helllll again. i give up. i decided. i dont care anymore. thats it. not care and then not get into college and really have no life. dont think so. i cant wait till i get a car. and can drive forever. i dont get this. i have been the happiest person. for a very long time. and its not even the right time of month. god. i dont like it though. anywayyyy saturday im going to karens to swim and see her two new puppies. one is like a month or two ad the other is like a week or two. im super excited. and then sunday going shopping. now that all the wedding stuff is finally over. that was cute. seeing two people so in love like that. hah i sound corny. anyway. so in a few weekends we are going to the beach with some friends. i love going there with them. bc theres no service so u basically forget about everything else. i have a nice time. heh. im gonna go and get 5 hours of sleep. sounds like a plan to me. night kiddos<3
Is this really all my fault?
Is this really all my fault?