you can't make a heart love somebody.
blagh. fighting. whatever. k so i dont like when people fight. it makes me sad. as it does to everyone im assuming. but yea. that whole thing just kinda screwed up friday. but i had fun with emily and laura at the mall and then with lauren and laura afterwards. so that was cool. and i got home and i was super tired and didnt feel good. and i was on the phone with shea and my sisters friends were here and wouldnt shut up and were talking to people on the computer and told matt he was the m&m boy bc i was talking about it to shea and he called and was like what the hell. i had to make up an excuse. so then i went to bed. and i woke up this morning and i felt terrible. so i didnt go to my golf lesson. and my tummy and throat still hurts. so im going to take a shower and eat some cough drops. and maybe get to see john today. or do something else. or just sit around the house. oh so this morning when i came back upstairs from telling my parents i didnt feel good my sister and her friends walked in with the freaking video recorder and like recorded me and i like just woke up. gaghhh i really dislike them.