i hate my life
have you ever done something wrong just because life sucked and nothin mattered? when life finally turns itself rightside up you cant stop thinking about how much you would give to take it back? yeah... i know everyone has... but this fucking thing haunts me... im always depressed about it, i have taken on an apathetic approach to life... i try to keep myself busy to get it outta my head, and another bad habbit... drinking... im kinda worried about it because i use it to get away... to take everything off my conciense. the sad part is it works, the primary reason i do it. eh.. this thing aint a shrink but it feels good to be able to get a little bit of this out in the open. well at any rate im getting along with my parents and im making really good money so i guess you can say things are good... but in that empty little head of mine the wheels wont stop turning because i know that what happened happened and there is no way in hell that i will ever be able to fix what i did... i wish i had a time machine because as bad as things were, is wasnt as bad as it could be. later