per fidem academia
I have been fucking up so much in school this term. I've missed three classes already and Pace U has a fucked up attendance policy. I have not handed in all my homework today because I have no fucking time to do it. I need to quit my internship but then I wonder... what if life is really like this? What if I need to work when I have free time and do my homework all night and on the weekends? What if ...if I quit now... I'll be fucked up the ass by an extra thick dildo when I get to grad school? What will happen when I have to write my dissertation and work... that's super research, learning and work and time. I'll have to work. I'll have to teach a class and grade papers of deal with cocky people who wear black. AHHHH... see, I'd quit my job but I need the money. This blows. MY job sucks balls. I wish I didn't have to work. Six classes. I thought I could do it but I think I'll have to quit.