Look what you've found, i'm falling down.
You know those things that you buy in the fifty cent machines? the stick hands? yeah well i about bought the whole freaking thing. haha. they're so cool.
anyways. today. sunday. i slept in, avoided church, it was nice. we played card games, and then had an awkward moment when a great aunt and uncle came over. they try to talk to you about shit you've never heard of before, then when you try to respond all they do is, "what?"... they cant freaking hear you. god. and it's not like i'm about to yell at the old people... i mean, they're old. lol ahhh. so my brother and i pretty much sat there while they talked about books and tried to figure out whos kids we were... gah. they finally left and my grandma headed off for church... again. when she came back (best part of my vacation so far) we got to go to dariy queen. yessss. We all jump in the car and drive about 20 minutes until, bum bum bummm, there it is. we go inside, and omg i didnt think i'd ever see one, but there was a hoooooot ass guy in there. he shaved his legs though, kinda unmanly, but he did have nice calfs, so i forgave him. hah. after staring at him for about a half hour, we finally left. my brother and i decided we wanted to light off some more firecrackers and what not when we got home, so we did. while he was inside i got this genious idea to throw the firecrackers in the water to see what they'd do... well come to find out... THEY BLOW UP! haha it was hella tight. after discovering that i was a total genious, my brother joins in. so after we blow up the bird bath, we fill up a can of water and that pretty much amuses us for about an hour. it was so funny when we were done cuz the bottem of the coffe can was totally blown out and bent the other way, haha wow.
This is where it gets good, we go inside and start plaing card/dice games and, knock knock, there's someone at the door. i instantly think it's bradey, but no, it's this BLACK guy. Okay and get this, "ma'm our car broke down right outside, may i use your phone?" OKAY WHAT HAVE THEY BEEN TELLING YOU SINCE LIKE FIRST GRADE WHEN YOU'RE PUT IN THIS SITUATION!?! DO NOT LET THEM IN! "Why, yes you may!" omg i'm like freaking out. my grandma invites this total stranger (a black male, fairly muscular with tatoos) into our house. WTF. okay so i'm like sweating, waiting for him to pull a gun or a knife out of his pocket or something (i was actually eyeing his pants, lookin for anythin unusual). He finally runs out of numbers to dial and leaves. phew. i thought it was over. BUT 10 minutes later, ANOTHER ONE comes in and asks to use the phone. oh god. this time he actually gets a hold of someone, and i could barely understand a word he was sayin because not only did he have a heavy accent, they talk all slang and what not. he leaves. about thrity minutes later we hear all this rucus outside and there's like 7 black people yellin at eachother. lol. i go and watch on the porch for a couple minutes untill i figured the safest place to be was inside. about an hour later, i come out of my room and WHOA, there's two cops, a tow truck and 2 random cars outside our drive way... haha SWEET. so i go park my ass outside on the screened porch and watch for about an hour. my brother gets the binoculars to get a better look. god i felt like such a hick, watchin 'dem black people, but hell, now i understand why people actually watch that shit, CUZ THERE'S NOTHING ELSE TO DO!! damn. lol. yeaah.
Ew, this effing cockroach was crawling around on the floor and it was tryin to go in my room, but HELL no i smacked that thing half way down the hall. there's no way i'd be able to sleep knowin there's a nasty ass cockroach in my room. i may be scared of bugs, but when it comes to my sleep, i need it, and that thing wasnt about to screw it up. i have my sweats layin across my door crack now... NOTHING's going to get in now. muahah.
I'm starting to miss my phone. i dont get reception in the house, only when we're in shreveport... so like 30 minutes from where i am. it's kinda depressing. I havent been able to use it since friday... WOW. I thoguht i would have a hard time being able to play it cool and wait a couple days till the next time i texted nathan (since i told him i'd text him later this week, you know, i wanna play hard to get lol.) but i guess i wont have much of a problem now huh! i cant even freakin USE my phone. oh well. lol.
"well there you go for the last time,
i finally know now what i should've known then
and i could still be ruthless if you'll let me.
well there you go and i'm not done
you're waving good-bye, well atleast you're having fun,
the rising tide will not let you forget me...
forget me."
That song gives me chills everytime i hear it. ah. i love emo music.
God i'm bored. Tomorrow is the 4th... whoopie. maybe we'll leave the house! *gasp* unthinkable! ha. wow.
i want my phone to work.
i think i decided on a red cast... well neon orange would be cool too... ah i dont know. i want surgery. i want morphine and oxicotton and move vicatin... heh i swweeaaarrr i'm not a pill popper! ;) haha jp.
anyways, im gonna go to bed. i cant freaking sleep well past like 8 in the morning, it gets too hot. i pretty much lay in bed till the AC comes on (usually intervals of like 30 minutes on and off) till i can get some sleep... it's gay. better get an early start. i think the time difference is finally kickin in. Great, now when i go back i'll be tired two hours earlier than normal... gawd.
I MISS NATHAN. I MISSSSSS CUDDDLLLIIINNNNGGGG. rawr.
I miss alcohol too. lol. wow can u believe i have to go a whole 11+ days without it. shoot me now. i know i have a drinking problem, but what're YOU gonna do about it. ha that's what i thought biotch.
G'night my lovers... leave comments or you'll have nightmares ;)
<3 your favorite cuddle slut
Sierra
ps. i think i have cabin fever. my brother thought i was drunk tonight cuz i was laughing at every comercial on TV. but seriously, there was this one comercial where the mom carrying lysol and a cheetah were running and the mom totally kicked the cheetah's ass... how is that NOT funny. wow.
anyways. today. sunday. i slept in, avoided church, it was nice. we played card games, and then had an awkward moment when a great aunt and uncle came over. they try to talk to you about shit you've never heard of before, then when you try to respond all they do is, "what?"... they cant freaking hear you. god. and it's not like i'm about to yell at the old people... i mean, they're old. lol ahhh. so my brother and i pretty much sat there while they talked about books and tried to figure out whos kids we were... gah. they finally left and my grandma headed off for church... again. when she came back (best part of my vacation so far) we got to go to dariy queen. yessss. We all jump in the car and drive about 20 minutes until, bum bum bummm, there it is. we go inside, and omg i didnt think i'd ever see one, but there was a hoooooot ass guy in there. he shaved his legs though, kinda unmanly, but he did have nice calfs, so i forgave him. hah. after staring at him for about a half hour, we finally left. my brother and i decided we wanted to light off some more firecrackers and what not when we got home, so we did. while he was inside i got this genious idea to throw the firecrackers in the water to see what they'd do... well come to find out... THEY BLOW UP! haha it was hella tight. after discovering that i was a total genious, my brother joins in. so after we blow up the bird bath, we fill up a can of water and that pretty much amuses us for about an hour. it was so funny when we were done cuz the bottem of the coffe can was totally blown out and bent the other way, haha wow.
This is where it gets good, we go inside and start plaing card/dice games and, knock knock, there's someone at the door. i instantly think it's bradey, but no, it's this BLACK guy. Okay and get this, "ma'm our car broke down right outside, may i use your phone?" OKAY WHAT HAVE THEY BEEN TELLING YOU SINCE LIKE FIRST GRADE WHEN YOU'RE PUT IN THIS SITUATION!?! DO NOT LET THEM IN! "Why, yes you may!" omg i'm like freaking out. my grandma invites this total stranger (a black male, fairly muscular with tatoos) into our house. WTF. okay so i'm like sweating, waiting for him to pull a gun or a knife out of his pocket or something (i was actually eyeing his pants, lookin for anythin unusual). He finally runs out of numbers to dial and leaves. phew. i thought it was over. BUT 10 minutes later, ANOTHER ONE comes in and asks to use the phone. oh god. this time he actually gets a hold of someone, and i could barely understand a word he was sayin because not only did he have a heavy accent, they talk all slang and what not. he leaves. about thrity minutes later we hear all this rucus outside and there's like 7 black people yellin at eachother. lol. i go and watch on the porch for a couple minutes untill i figured the safest place to be was inside. about an hour later, i come out of my room and WHOA, there's two cops, a tow truck and 2 random cars outside our drive way... haha SWEET. so i go park my ass outside on the screened porch and watch for about an hour. my brother gets the binoculars to get a better look. god i felt like such a hick, watchin 'dem black people, but hell, now i understand why people actually watch that shit, CUZ THERE'S NOTHING ELSE TO DO!! damn. lol. yeaah.
Ew, this effing cockroach was crawling around on the floor and it was tryin to go in my room, but HELL no i smacked that thing half way down the hall. there's no way i'd be able to sleep knowin there's a nasty ass cockroach in my room. i may be scared of bugs, but when it comes to my sleep, i need it, and that thing wasnt about to screw it up. i have my sweats layin across my door crack now... NOTHING's going to get in now. muahah.
I'm starting to miss my phone. i dont get reception in the house, only when we're in shreveport... so like 30 minutes from where i am. it's kinda depressing. I havent been able to use it since friday... WOW. I thoguht i would have a hard time being able to play it cool and wait a couple days till the next time i texted nathan (since i told him i'd text him later this week, you know, i wanna play hard to get lol.) but i guess i wont have much of a problem now huh! i cant even freakin USE my phone. oh well. lol.
"well there you go for the last time,
i finally know now what i should've known then
and i could still be ruthless if you'll let me.
well there you go and i'm not done
you're waving good-bye, well atleast you're having fun,
the rising tide will not let you forget me...
forget me."
That song gives me chills everytime i hear it. ah. i love emo music.
God i'm bored. Tomorrow is the 4th... whoopie. maybe we'll leave the house! *gasp* unthinkable! ha. wow.
i want my phone to work.
i think i decided on a red cast... well neon orange would be cool too... ah i dont know. i want surgery. i want morphine and oxicotton and move vicatin... heh i swweeaaarrr i'm not a pill popper! ;) haha jp.
anyways, im gonna go to bed. i cant freaking sleep well past like 8 in the morning, it gets too hot. i pretty much lay in bed till the AC comes on (usually intervals of like 30 minutes on and off) till i can get some sleep... it's gay. better get an early start. i think the time difference is finally kickin in. Great, now when i go back i'll be tired two hours earlier than normal... gawd.
I MISS NATHAN. I MISSSSSS CUDDDLLLIIINNNNGGGG. rawr.
I miss alcohol too. lol. wow can u believe i have to go a whole 11+ days without it. shoot me now. i know i have a drinking problem, but what're YOU gonna do about it. ha that's what i thought biotch.
G'night my lovers... leave comments or you'll have nightmares ;)
<3 your favorite cuddle slut
Sierra
ps. i think i have cabin fever. my brother thought i was drunk tonight cuz i was laughing at every comercial on TV. but seriously, there was this one comercial where the mom carrying lysol and a cheetah were running and the mom totally kicked the cheetah's ass... how is that NOT funny. wow.