Apr 21, 2008 23:16
there are so many changes going on in my life right now
its been so hectic and stressful, but i think all of it is going to be worth it soon
i have my very own place, a new car, and work, well im working on that one
ive found out alot about myself lately. i wish i was strong like i used to be. ive let my guard down and let someone in that im not sure deserves it. but when u love someone so much, you have to fight for them. i want may to come so i can finally find out what is going to happen. i dont give a fuck about what everyone has to say about it. its my choice and i am going to follow my heart on this one, even tho it might end up broken, i need to take that risk for once in my life. i run away from every relationship when things get rough, and im tired of looking back and wondering what if
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so much on my mind lately
i want out of this town.
when my lease is up next year
im gone
orlando tomorrow night
i cant wait to get out of here, even for a day
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