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i cannot stand it when anders is crabby. i just cant. i wasnt in the best of moods, but not everything i said was sarcastic or mean or anything. while i was at his house we just layed around and watched tv and that was perfect. he didnt need to try to fool around or anything. but he did. after i ate FIVE pieces of pizza. i'm sorry but no. and my throat hurts. and KLJSDFKJSDFKL. he fell asleep at like 11:20 and i left at a little after 12. i'm sorry if i was less than chipper, but just beacuse he was tired doesnt mean that everything i did was wrong. he ddnt kiss me goodnight. :(
and now i'm at kaaris...waiting for her to come home from "valentines day" with troy. i hope shes haing tons of fun. :)
and i hope she gets home soonish. probably not seeing as this was our night to have no curfew and it was gonna be great. only i was "home" by curfew practically. boo....oh well.
and i wish that it wasnt 12:37 so i could call someone to chat. i was thinking about watching some tv, but i never fail at messing up her TV, so i think i'll stick to the computer. weeeee. and update about NOTHING...
i went shopping with cali today. it was fun, OH and I GOT TO SLEEP IN. twas fablous. i spent too much money like always, BUT it was al useful. mostly all stuff for florida. yay.. in ONE WEEK i will be on a plane to florida. i''m so freaking excited. i'm so glad i have a best friend to come with me.
sometimes i take for granted how wonderful it is to have someone like that. someone i can tell anything, as cheesy as that is. its true tho. we can just talk or just sit or have wonderful crazy adventures or gossip or anything. theres not many people in the world beyond my family that will tell me the straight up truth even if its not what i want to hear. i love that.
and at this point i'm getting slightly creeped out of being alone at kaaris house. she didnt answer her phone when i called her tho...she sid she would when i got to her house.. i was sposed to call her and she was gonna answer. and she didnt. oh well i suppose. i hope she get my message beore she comes home. i told her to call before she comes in the house-- cuz i dont wanna be freaked out. haha i'm a wimp.
and now i'm just updating because i dont really care to do much else.
i bought today: sunglasses that hopefully wont break from target, a tank top and a GEORGOUS skirt at work, a shirt and casual skirt at khols, a wallet for anders at TJ maxx ( i gave it to him tonight, i wish he could realize that i'm not trying to like "change his style" i just want him to have nice things..lots of couples shop for eachother without it being a mean thing), annnd i think thats it other than some acetone to remove my nails with. i'm scared it'll hurt. eeek.
i was just thinkin about how crazy it is cali and i are such good friends again. like, i dunno- it was just a crazy ordeal.. haha. this is the point in the entry where i babble.. ok- so we started fighting over a freaking boy. how dumb. and then we didnt talk for like two freaking years, and all it took was one of us standing up and saying hey, member me and how much fun we used to have? and now we're like best buds again. its freaking nuts. and lyssa. same thing. fought over my actions with that same damn boy...and that was tenth grade, and now this is senir year and we talked all the time in chemistry and now we talk online from time to time. its just weird how everyone is kind of maturing and realizing that its not worth it to be mean to people that you dont have a reason to be mean to.
i cant wait for college i think. i just really want to meet new people and make new friends and feel like an actual adult. i think i've been pretty much an adult mentally for about a year or two but i dunno- itll be exciting when other people can see that i am in fact a mature human being and not some moronic blonde high school kid. weeeee.
i'm having an intelligent conversation with a drunken lyssa right now. lol... we're talking about college. and this summer and how we're gonna hang out and get drunk, and she HAS to be there th first time i get drunk...LOL so not so much an intelligent conversation, but a conversation none the less.
this is a hella long entry.
ohh now we're traveling down memory lane. i love this crap.
so yeah- kaari still isnt home, and i guess i dont expect her to be. but yeah. i'm running out of things to do.
i spose i could restate that its ONE FREAKING WEEK TILL FLORIDA hell yeah i'm excited.
ok time to go. byyyyeee
and now i'm at kaaris...waiting for her to come home from "valentines day" with troy. i hope shes haing tons of fun. :)
and i hope she gets home soonish. probably not seeing as this was our night to have no curfew and it was gonna be great. only i was "home" by curfew practically. boo....oh well.
and i wish that it wasnt 12:37 so i could call someone to chat. i was thinking about watching some tv, but i never fail at messing up her TV, so i think i'll stick to the computer. weeeee. and update about NOTHING...
i went shopping with cali today. it was fun, OH and I GOT TO SLEEP IN. twas fablous. i spent too much money like always, BUT it was al useful. mostly all stuff for florida. yay.. in ONE WEEK i will be on a plane to florida. i''m so freaking excited. i'm so glad i have a best friend to come with me.
sometimes i take for granted how wonderful it is to have someone like that. someone i can tell anything, as cheesy as that is. its true tho. we can just talk or just sit or have wonderful crazy adventures or gossip or anything. theres not many people in the world beyond my family that will tell me the straight up truth even if its not what i want to hear. i love that.
and at this point i'm getting slightly creeped out of being alone at kaaris house. she didnt answer her phone when i called her tho...she sid she would when i got to her house.. i was sposed to call her and she was gonna answer. and she didnt. oh well i suppose. i hope she get my message beore she comes home. i told her to call before she comes in the house-- cuz i dont wanna be freaked out. haha i'm a wimp.
and now i'm just updating because i dont really care to do much else.
i bought today: sunglasses that hopefully wont break from target, a tank top and a GEORGOUS skirt at work, a shirt and casual skirt at khols, a wallet for anders at TJ maxx ( i gave it to him tonight, i wish he could realize that i'm not trying to like "change his style" i just want him to have nice things..lots of couples shop for eachother without it being a mean thing), annnd i think thats it other than some acetone to remove my nails with. i'm scared it'll hurt. eeek.
i was just thinkin about how crazy it is cali and i are such good friends again. like, i dunno- it was just a crazy ordeal.. haha. this is the point in the entry where i babble.. ok- so we started fighting over a freaking boy. how dumb. and then we didnt talk for like two freaking years, and all it took was one of us standing up and saying hey, member me and how much fun we used to have? and now we're like best buds again. its freaking nuts. and lyssa. same thing. fought over my actions with that same damn boy...and that was tenth grade, and now this is senir year and we talked all the time in chemistry and now we talk online from time to time. its just weird how everyone is kind of maturing and realizing that its not worth it to be mean to people that you dont have a reason to be mean to.
i cant wait for college i think. i just really want to meet new people and make new friends and feel like an actual adult. i think i've been pretty much an adult mentally for about a year or two but i dunno- itll be exciting when other people can see that i am in fact a mature human being and not some moronic blonde high school kid. weeeee.
i'm having an intelligent conversation with a drunken lyssa right now. lol... we're talking about college. and this summer and how we're gonna hang out and get drunk, and she HAS to be there th first time i get drunk...LOL so not so much an intelligent conversation, but a conversation none the less.
this is a hella long entry.
ohh now we're traveling down memory lane. i love this crap.
so yeah- kaari still isnt home, and i guess i dont expect her to be. but yeah. i'm running out of things to do.
i spose i could restate that its ONE FREAKING WEEK TILL FLORIDA hell yeah i'm excited.
ok time to go. byyyyeee