Sometimes I just wanna sit back and watch the day go by.
Hmm. I've been pondering things a lot lately. Have you ever been in a mood like that?
I bet you have.
Me being in this kind of mood is dangerous. I tend to get a little... Strange. Not that I'm not strange normally. I just get stranger. It's a nice feeling.
Well, since I've been out for quite a while, I guess I should update on my situations, hmm? Alrighty then.
I guess I'll start where I left off, as best as I am able. My memory isn't perfect. I tend to forget things and moments I'm not exceptionally find of, and I have many of those, some of which passed since my last entry. But I know how to improvise when I come to such gaps in my story. Here goes:
Now, between today and September 10th, my x and I have made -000000 progress. In other words, the little progress we WeRe making has dissipated, and is now in the NEGATIVE zone. That's the zone where, no matter what happens, no progress is going to be made. So what I'm pretty much saying is that we're done with each other. Or at least he's done with me. If I weren't such a stubborn bitch, I might be done too, but since I AM one hell of a stubborn bitch, I'm not giving up just yet. Pathetic, yes I know. But I don't care!
My next approach, which I am saving for later (secret weapon), is going to be the attempt at being friends. Ha, hilarious, don't you agree? This is usually the thing people do (when it comes to people they like or w/e) when they have no other options. That's why I chose it. And that's the ONLY goddamn reason.
Well... sort-of. Ok, ok, I'll explain yet again, even though you prolly don't want me to:
-------The Explanation----------------------------------------
Remember how I said I've been doing a lot of thinking? Well, this is one of the things I've been thinking about, and I've come to a conclusion, with help from numerous "wise" friends of mine.
*The conclusion- the only reason I keep flocking back to my x is because I have no other guys (of worth) in my life at the moment. *
•The solution- Find a guy of worth to have in my life. •
Simple, huh? Hah, not. This is a very difficult thing to accomplish, since all the males of worth seem to be in hiding. Anyways, I'll continue with my previous train of thought.
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Like I said, I'm going to attempt a friendship... but I'm not going to offer it until I think the moment is right. I've written him a note telling him how sorry I am for how I treated him when we went out, and how I treated him after I broke up with him, etc. I told him that I was writing him a note cus I didn't have the guts to say it to his face. I think he'll accept that. He better. Anyways, I've got to shorten this story cus I've got Subway waiting for me downstairs, and frankly, the calling of food is much stronger than the calling to explain myself. Sorry. Moving on, me and him are going to be friends, eventually. Just you watch and see. Or read and see...
School and I are having some issues. Especially math and I. Math and I are just RUNNING at Olympic speeds away from the finish line, and much, much further into the danger zone... It's amazing what I can't accomplish when I don't put my mind to it. I'm setting a perfect example for the freshman and junior meat. Beautiful... It brings tears to my eyes when I think of the damage I'm be leaving in my wake for the fish to topple over. But I'll get through it. Hopefully.
I bought the new Chevelle CD. Awesome. Everyone who likes Chevelle should buy it.
I saw Napoleon Dynamite. Interesting... and fucking hilarious! But some parts got me so t.o.ed!... Yes, I am original.
What else... Nothing really. My pf’s and me are getting along... quite roughly. My mum seems to be bitching at me every time I talk to her, and my dad and I never really talk. It’s too delicate an action. Always causes fighting, which leads to crying and all that nonsense. Men can't handle those things very well. Something screams "AVOID, AVOID!!” yet he still goes there sometimes. It baffles me to no end!! and IRRITATES me.
Oh yeah, I got nominated for Homecoming court. Homecoming is the 23rd of this month. Sooo exciting. Maybe I'll win... O.o
Hah, and I forgot that I got in trouble with the po-po's last Sunday because we were out past curfew. Omg! The insanity of being out at 3:35 in the morning, at IHOP of all places, with two friends of yours, both 16, and when you go to leave, in separate cars, you both get pulled over. Yet, because I happen to look about freakin' 15 since I'm short and all, they ask me for my age and ID, yet assume my two friends are old enough to be out and release them. Gayness!!! I didn't get a ticket though, which is awesome, and when they made me call my mom, even though it WAS 4am, she wasn't made at all. When she got there to pick me up (I had to follow her back to our house since I wasn't old enough to be out past curfew, which is 12am-6am) and she was laughing ... LAUGHING with the po-po's. Imagine how shocked, and utterly terrified I was at that moment. Anyways, I got in very little trouble. Yay!
Ok, well, Subway is demanding my complete attention, and so is the movie, so lata losers! Leave some nice comments.
L<3ve munches- JaDe
I bet you have.
Me being in this kind of mood is dangerous. I tend to get a little... Strange. Not that I'm not strange normally. I just get stranger. It's a nice feeling.
Well, since I've been out for quite a while, I guess I should update on my situations, hmm? Alrighty then.
I guess I'll start where I left off, as best as I am able. My memory isn't perfect. I tend to forget things and moments I'm not exceptionally find of, and I have many of those, some of which passed since my last entry. But I know how to improvise when I come to such gaps in my story. Here goes:
Now, between today and September 10th, my x and I have made -000000 progress. In other words, the little progress we WeRe making has dissipated, and is now in the NEGATIVE zone. That's the zone where, no matter what happens, no progress is going to be made. So what I'm pretty much saying is that we're done with each other. Or at least he's done with me. If I weren't such a stubborn bitch, I might be done too, but since I AM one hell of a stubborn bitch, I'm not giving up just yet. Pathetic, yes I know. But I don't care!
My next approach, which I am saving for later (secret weapon), is going to be the attempt at being friends. Ha, hilarious, don't you agree? This is usually the thing people do (when it comes to people they like or w/e) when they have no other options. That's why I chose it. And that's the ONLY goddamn reason.
Well... sort-of. Ok, ok, I'll explain yet again, even though you prolly don't want me to:
-------The Explanation----------------------------------------
Remember how I said I've been doing a lot of thinking? Well, this is one of the things I've been thinking about, and I've come to a conclusion, with help from numerous "wise" friends of mine.
*The conclusion- the only reason I keep flocking back to my x is because I have no other guys (of worth) in my life at the moment. *
•The solution- Find a guy of worth to have in my life. •
Simple, huh? Hah, not. This is a very difficult thing to accomplish, since all the males of worth seem to be in hiding. Anyways, I'll continue with my previous train of thought.
--------------------------------------------------------------
Like I said, I'm going to attempt a friendship... but I'm not going to offer it until I think the moment is right. I've written him a note telling him how sorry I am for how I treated him when we went out, and how I treated him after I broke up with him, etc. I told him that I was writing him a note cus I didn't have the guts to say it to his face. I think he'll accept that. He better. Anyways, I've got to shorten this story cus I've got Subway waiting for me downstairs, and frankly, the calling of food is much stronger than the calling to explain myself. Sorry. Moving on, me and him are going to be friends, eventually. Just you watch and see. Or read and see...
School and I are having some issues. Especially math and I. Math and I are just RUNNING at Olympic speeds away from the finish line, and much, much further into the danger zone... It's amazing what I can't accomplish when I don't put my mind to it. I'm setting a perfect example for the freshman and junior meat. Beautiful... It brings tears to my eyes when I think of the damage I'm be leaving in my wake for the fish to topple over. But I'll get through it. Hopefully.
I bought the new Chevelle CD. Awesome. Everyone who likes Chevelle should buy it.
I saw Napoleon Dynamite. Interesting... and fucking hilarious! But some parts got me so t.o.ed!... Yes, I am original.
What else... Nothing really. My pf’s and me are getting along... quite roughly. My mum seems to be bitching at me every time I talk to her, and my dad and I never really talk. It’s too delicate an action. Always causes fighting, which leads to crying and all that nonsense. Men can't handle those things very well. Something screams "AVOID, AVOID!!” yet he still goes there sometimes. It baffles me to no end!! and IRRITATES me.
Oh yeah, I got nominated for Homecoming court. Homecoming is the 23rd of this month. Sooo exciting. Maybe I'll win... O.o
Hah, and I forgot that I got in trouble with the po-po's last Sunday because we were out past curfew. Omg! The insanity of being out at 3:35 in the morning, at IHOP of all places, with two friends of yours, both 16, and when you go to leave, in separate cars, you both get pulled over. Yet, because I happen to look about freakin' 15 since I'm short and all, they ask me for my age and ID, yet assume my two friends are old enough to be out and release them. Gayness!!! I didn't get a ticket though, which is awesome, and when they made me call my mom, even though it WAS 4am, she wasn't made at all. When she got there to pick me up (I had to follow her back to our house since I wasn't old enough to be out past curfew, which is 12am-6am) and she was laughing ... LAUGHING with the po-po's. Imagine how shocked, and utterly terrified I was at that moment. Anyways, I got in very little trouble. Yay!
Ok, well, Subway is demanding my complete attention, and so is the movie, so lata losers! Leave some nice comments.
L<3ve munches- JaDe