What does this mean? O.o
I'm feeling kinda strange today. Umm, well, actually, it's really just recently. Like just the past few minutes. I have this gut feeling that something... bad?... is about to happen... and I don't like it one bit. :< It's making me wonder. Usually, when I get feelings like this, something happened at the time I started feeling it, or something is going to happen soon. It makes me nervous and fidgety. *Frowns* It's annoying too. This one time I was at my best friend's house, and all of a sudden I just started balling my eyes out. For no reason. And no, it wasn't PMS. >.< Well... while I was crying, I couldn't stop thinking about my mum, so I decided to call her and make sure that she was ok, since she was on her way out of town. Umm... The weirdo thing is, she told me, when I called her, that she had just gotten into a wreck... which, as you can imagine, completely freaked me out... She had gotten in a wreck right after I started crying. Yeah, I know, those of you out there who don't believe in things like that happening are prolly shaking your heads and either saying I'm making it up, or that it was just a coincidence. Well... 1st off, I'm not making it up, and 2nd off, that's what I told myself..."just a coincidence."... Well, if you think that, then I'll tell you about another time. I was at home, and I was sitting in bed listening to music. I was listening to this song actually [Korn - Falling Away From Me], and all of a sudden, just like last time, I started crying out of no where. But this time, I wasn't thinking about my mum. I was thinking about Annie{my best friend]. I tried to kinda brush it off and ignore it, but I freakin' couldn't! No matter how hard I tried to stop thinking that something horrible was about to happen, I just couldn't. So I called her. She'd just gotten into a wreck... And had come inches to dying. They have this huge-ass van, and it had been raining, and then they started spinning out as they started to go over this bridge. They spun and spun, until they got to about, like I said, 3 or 4 inches from the blockey thing on the bridge. But the creepy thing was, she told me that where they woulda crashed through, the wall thing was all messed up and broken, like it had recently been crashed into. So, in other words, it wouldn't have stopped them from crashing through and falling into the water. Believe me yet??? No? Fine. I'll tell you about another time, and this one isn't about a wreck. I was outside in the backyard sitting down, reading, but my leg started to hurt really bad, like someone was stabing it or something. I started to freak out cause I thought something was biting me. I looked down at my leg, but it wasn't red or bloody or bitten. Nothing. So I sat back down and started reading again. About 2 mins later, it started hurting even more, like someone had already cut me but it was being like, poked at or something. I stood up, but my leg completely gave out under me, and I fell. But the weird thing is, as I was lying there, it burn like freakin' hell! Like someone was cleaning it, you know? Well, after the feeling finally went away, I got up and went inside cause I was a little nervous about being outside after all of that. As I was going to my room, I started thinking about one of my friends. And like all the other times, I couldn't stop. So I called him. And he wasn't home. So I called his cell. His mum answered and told me he was in the hospital because he'd cut a big gash in his leg like 7 mins ago while he was riding his bike. Weeeeiiiidddoo shit. I got really scared after that day, because anytime I started geting a feeling like that, it made me worry about my friends or family. I don't know why I can sense when things happen to them. I guess I'm just ultra-sensitive and can just...tell??? I don't know... I still don't. I took this "scientificly proven" test as to whether I have "psychic abilities"... haha, it says I'm "extremely accute to the psychic energies, and very sensitive of others feelings". In other words, I have visions of the future in my dreams, which has happend a couple of times, and that I can usually tell how my friends or family are feeling, even when I'm not around them. Creepy shit. Well, since anyone who reads this is prolly going to think I'm some crazy teenager, I might as well agree. I know!!!! I've told people that for a looooong time. I'm proud to admit it... :>
I'm a psychotic little insane bitch! Yeah!!! ^.^
<3 JaDe