do you remember when we first moved in together- the piano took up the living room..
this week has been Rough! - yeah thats right.. with a capital R.
I stressed myself out and made myself sick. I stressed becasue i am SOO worried about jon, and if i am THIS worried when hes just going to training-- theres no way ill ever be good when he's in iraq. I stressed over that enough to make myself really sick, then stressed more because I was so sick I couldn't even walk or sit up or I would throw up much less study for finals. So needless to say I got B's, but that's okay. I figure I had more important stuff to worry about and as corny as it sounds i did the best i could. at this point, jon comes before my grades, i worried about him and still am worrying becasue i just need to. for my sake, becasue its all i can do to help him. even though i know he'd want me to relax- i just need to feel like im contributing even when im not. besides, B's and A's arent half bad. besides, my parents and jon will be proud of me no matter what grades i get cuz they know how gosh dang hard i work despite everything. my mommy was so good yesterday- she took care of me. it was like... she was actually my mom :) no, but in all seriousness, she made me feel alot better and that was a good good thing.
wouldn't you know it--- an entire year of HATING the woman, and on the last day of school she is soooooo nice to me. tricky little jew. i still think i'd kill her, or at least make a recording of jesus loves me on repeat and send her a package of unkosher meat. hahaha- i crack myself up. good ol rosenburg, wont miss that woman- not ever.
in the new house im taking ciara's room, and its lime green. isnt she the cutest- i might not even paint over it :)
I stressed myself out and made myself sick. I stressed becasue i am SOO worried about jon, and if i am THIS worried when hes just going to training-- theres no way ill ever be good when he's in iraq. I stressed over that enough to make myself really sick, then stressed more because I was so sick I couldn't even walk or sit up or I would throw up much less study for finals. So needless to say I got B's, but that's okay. I figure I had more important stuff to worry about and as corny as it sounds i did the best i could. at this point, jon comes before my grades, i worried about him and still am worrying becasue i just need to. for my sake, becasue its all i can do to help him. even though i know he'd want me to relax- i just need to feel like im contributing even when im not. besides, B's and A's arent half bad. besides, my parents and jon will be proud of me no matter what grades i get cuz they know how gosh dang hard i work despite everything. my mommy was so good yesterday- she took care of me. it was like... she was actually my mom :) no, but in all seriousness, she made me feel alot better and that was a good good thing.
wouldn't you know it--- an entire year of HATING the woman, and on the last day of school she is soooooo nice to me. tricky little jew. i still think i'd kill her, or at least make a recording of jesus loves me on repeat and send her a package of unkosher meat. hahaha- i crack myself up. good ol rosenburg, wont miss that woman- not ever.
in the new house im taking ciara's room, and its lime green. isnt she the cutest- i might not even paint over it :)