pass me a drink or maybe 2- one for me and one for you. and we'll be free
2 weeks until school gets out- then im taking english and economics this summer
then next year i'll have to take one extra elective then im done with high school.
then com. college til i'm 18 and my parents let me move out of the state (hopefully to NC- Lord willing)
that's just it though, i have this plan of what I want in my head- but I don't know if this is how God wants my life to go. i like to think i'm centering him in my descisions- that they are about him, but let's be real ppl-- theyre not.
i'm so scared this plan of mine won't work, but at the same time i feel confident that either way i'm going to end up where im supposed to be. and as grown up as i like to think i am- i still have so much time to make these descisions- im just scared to death all my hard work at the moment is for nothing, but i spose if nothing else it'll teach me to trust him more than my own planning skills.
i hope i end up saving the african AIDS kids. i really do. my list of places to live has grown to 243. i would have to be older than methusaleh to accomplish that. oh well, i can entertain it.
as much stress as finals puts on me- i have never been under as much stress as when me and jon fight like this. we've had some real doosies- but this week takes the cake.
i love that it doesn't worry me ONE BIT that we could break up or anything. all the stress im undergoing is just because i hate to hurt him, and hate to be hurt. fights like these are blessings diguised as curses though.
then next year i'll have to take one extra elective then im done with high school.
then com. college til i'm 18 and my parents let me move out of the state (hopefully to NC- Lord willing)
that's just it though, i have this plan of what I want in my head- but I don't know if this is how God wants my life to go. i like to think i'm centering him in my descisions- that they are about him, but let's be real ppl-- theyre not.
i'm so scared this plan of mine won't work, but at the same time i feel confident that either way i'm going to end up where im supposed to be. and as grown up as i like to think i am- i still have so much time to make these descisions- im just scared to death all my hard work at the moment is for nothing, but i spose if nothing else it'll teach me to trust him more than my own planning skills.
i hope i end up saving the african AIDS kids. i really do. my list of places to live has grown to 243. i would have to be older than methusaleh to accomplish that. oh well, i can entertain it.
as much stress as finals puts on me- i have never been under as much stress as when me and jon fight like this. we've had some real doosies- but this week takes the cake.
i love that it doesn't worry me ONE BIT that we could break up or anything. all the stress im undergoing is just because i hate to hurt him, and hate to be hurt. fights like these are blessings diguised as curses though.