side note...

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I completely agree with everything that charissa said. And to be honest, I think I feel this more than she even does.

I have been hurt, mad, sad, and felt left out...I cant even count how many times. And sadly enough, it is from this group of people. The "Camas People"...

And aren't we supposedly the closest staff camas has ever had? I would say that could be true, maybe we are, but I also feel like we aren't.

And if we are that close, is it really a good thing?

I know the people that have hurt me the most in life have been people I knew the best, that I was closest too. I dont want friendships to be ruined. I dont want there to be "drama" at Camas.

But is it inevitable?

We are close. Closer than ever. Which does mean that we know each other, very well. We can connect. We know what makes each other happy, what makes them mad. Or at least we think we do.

But then cliques form.

And what about the people that aren't close with the rest of us? How do they feel?

Sometimes I still feel like one of these people. An outsider. Like some people are more important than others, and I dont matter. And it hurts. It makes me angry.

And I'm not alone in feeling like this.

But I know that I do that to people too. I leave them out.

So I'm a hypocrite.

We all are.

So what do we do now?