¤*..What's Meant To Be Will 'Always' Find A Way..*¤
I havn't updated in a while...alot has happened since i last updated..not really sure where i left off with in my last entry...So i guess i will start with the whole kyle thing...
..I really thought he was a great guy..well till he screwed around with my best friend...so two things were lost there...most importantly my best friend..i wont be able to trust her again..but but the whole kyle and her thing happened like a month or so ago...so im not really mad about it anymore..i dont think honestly that i really was..I was more upset that my best friend would do something like that to me..and when it comes to kyle..well we are over..and the whole thing only made me stronger...he tried calling me a couple weeks ago and tried to make things okay he wanted to see me..but i wouldn't let him come over for a few reasons..one being that he was trashed..LIKE ALWAYS!!but at first when he called i was like alright i will still be friends with him then i was like..I really dont want this..so i stopped calling him...and the same with him...we just weren't right for each other...maybe our age difference had alot to do with it too...age doesn't really bother me too much..but we were 7years apart..age doesn't bother me but he was almost 25 and acted like a 12 year old~
a couple days ago..my sis was trying to get me to move to missouri and get an apartment in her neighborhood b/c the rent there is only like 290 a month..which is cheap compared to the rent in FL..I thought about it.but i really dont want to leave FL as much as it sucks living here and there is never anything to do..unless you are going to party..but i had my share of that..and bad experiences..but as much as there isnt anything to do around here..I like FL..so im not gonna move even tho the rent would be good especially for being so nice of an apartment..but im staying~
well i went into where i use to work one day...my buddy colin wasn't there:(he was on vacation i guess...but i heard that this guy that i use to date or talk to whatever you want to call it...we were never official we were just talking..but i found out that he had been arrested and was in jail..so i decided to call up to the jail and get the address and write to him..surprisingly he wrote me back...we hadn't talked in like 2 years...we both thought the other hated each other when it wasn't that way at all..I had always still cared for brandon...the only reason we ever stopped talking was b/c of my step dad~we snuck around to see each other with the help of someone we worked with...but i had always still cared for brandon and when i thought he hated me and vice versa but we cleared that up and he was saying how he was so surprised to hear from me b/c he never thought he would hear from me again...he gave me his cell number to call him he got out today so i will prob call him tomorrow sometime...
~*~You've got a way with me somehow u got me to believe..in everything that i could be..I gotta say..u've got a way it seems...you gave me faith to find my dreams...u'll never know just what that means..can't u see..u got a way with me!!~*~
..I really thought he was a great guy..well till he screwed around with my best friend...so two things were lost there...most importantly my best friend..i wont be able to trust her again..but but the whole kyle and her thing happened like a month or so ago...so im not really mad about it anymore..i dont think honestly that i really was..I was more upset that my best friend would do something like that to me..and when it comes to kyle..well we are over..and the whole thing only made me stronger...he tried calling me a couple weeks ago and tried to make things okay he wanted to see me..but i wouldn't let him come over for a few reasons..one being that he was trashed..LIKE ALWAYS!!but at first when he called i was like alright i will still be friends with him then i was like..I really dont want this..so i stopped calling him...and the same with him...we just weren't right for each other...maybe our age difference had alot to do with it too...age doesn't really bother me too much..but we were 7years apart..age doesn't bother me but he was almost 25 and acted like a 12 year old~
a couple days ago..my sis was trying to get me to move to missouri and get an apartment in her neighborhood b/c the rent there is only like 290 a month..which is cheap compared to the rent in FL..I thought about it.but i really dont want to leave FL as much as it sucks living here and there is never anything to do..unless you are going to party..but i had my share of that..and bad experiences..but as much as there isnt anything to do around here..I like FL..so im not gonna move even tho the rent would be good especially for being so nice of an apartment..but im staying~
well i went into where i use to work one day...my buddy colin wasn't there:(he was on vacation i guess...but i heard that this guy that i use to date or talk to whatever you want to call it...we were never official we were just talking..but i found out that he had been arrested and was in jail..so i decided to call up to the jail and get the address and write to him..surprisingly he wrote me back...we hadn't talked in like 2 years...we both thought the other hated each other when it wasn't that way at all..I had always still cared for brandon...the only reason we ever stopped talking was b/c of my step dad~we snuck around to see each other with the help of someone we worked with...but i had always still cared for brandon and when i thought he hated me and vice versa but we cleared that up and he was saying how he was so surprised to hear from me b/c he never thought he would hear from me again...he gave me his cell number to call him he got out today so i will prob call him tomorrow sometime...
~*~You've got a way with me somehow u got me to believe..in everything that i could be..I gotta say..u've got a way it seems...you gave me faith to find my dreams...u'll never know just what that means..can't u see..u got a way with me!!~*~