i got outta school today ....again haha
Hola ... my day was pretty good. i went to school and left in the middle of 3rd period because i was "sick" haha sick my ass. my mom was like i'm not coming to pick you up so i was like FINE and called my grandpa and he came and picked me up haha ... i'm so slick.
ha in 2nd period i drew a picture of a house and gave it to tyler and it scared the shit outta him because he thought it was from his ex brittney and when he opened it up he started crackin up it was great .... i guess you had to be there haha.
well marcus wont talk to me so i dont really know whats up with us .... but considering he wont talk to me i guess it cant be too good. the whole situation just sucks so yea. and like everytime i call him he's like i'm about to go drink or i'm about to go take a shower ... he always has some excuse. i dont know what to do ... i dont really need this on top of everything else though so i dunno. BUT I'M NOT GONNA CRY haha ... i've done way too much of that lately and i'm SICK of it ha for real.
i just want to be happy again ... its like lately i havent been myself at all. i usual always have this big smile on my face... constantly laughing about nothing ha ... but i lost it ... its like i have to pretend to be myself now its crazy... i dunno i cant expect things to be perfect for me .... sure it seemed like they used to be ... but they definitely were never perfect .... i just made myslef believe they were ya know. hopefully once i get back there and chill with all my friends i'll be my old self again ...yea hopefully
ok but to those who DO love me .... i'm out ... hit me up later ... buh bye
WE'RE CHILLIN WE'RE CHILLIN WE'RE CHILLIN ha good song