why does everything go wrong at once
uh i always mess the good shit up in my life. marcus is mad at me because i always have to say stupid shit. i hate when he is mad at me... b/c then i get so afraid of losing him ....and i would like die if i lost him. i know it sounds pathetic but he is like the one person i can always rely on to be there for me and i really am in love with him even though most of you think i'm not.
i saw passions of the christ today. i cried through like the whole movie. i dont see how people would be able to do that to someone its just horrible. ya know i think we should all start goin to church again we need to get in touch with our inner catholic school girl again ha. i know you guys are probably joking me right now but i am being serious.
my parents are fighting .... again. i'm sick of this ... they might as well get divorced so they wouldnt have to fight about stupid shit everyday. i hate having to deffend my mom all the time ... its like i go to school and have to deffend myself there and then i come home and i have to deffend me and my mom and i really am sick of it. i want everything like it used to be. i miss my boyfriend ... my friends ... my house ... just my normal life. well i'm out