Reflecting...
I dont think Ive ever had so many big decisions to make as I have had these past 2 weeks. So many choices dealing with my future. Lots of stress. It all started with Disney....Yes Disney, as in Disney world. I was accepted to take part in their intern-ship program in florida for this fall. I was so excited...very scared, but so excited at the thought of being completley on my own away from all Ive known for 5 months. While I was in Dallas, my parents called and told me I had recieved my acceptance letter. I immeadiately started praying cuz I didnt want to do anything God didnt want for my life. The next step was to wait till I got back to school to see if they would allow me to keep my scholarship if I went away for a semester. I told God, if he didnt want me going, he should just shut a door so I would have an answer. Well I found out yesterday that I will not be going. The school will drop my scholarship If i go. At first I was a bit sad, but then I realized this is exatly what I asked God to do, tell me yes or no. He did just that.
Some other thoughts have been going through my mind since I got back from Dallas. Thats always the place I know I can think. I always come back from Texas with a new frame of mind, cuz I get away from life and step back and look at every aspect of it.God always teaches me something new. This time I learned just how crucial this time in my life is.How every decision I make works like has a domino effect. Right now is my time to suceed, to be me! Theres so much I want to do before I settle down and I have to stay focused. I dont really expect anyone to read this, I just wanted to type out my feelings for me.
On a lighter note, I have completely 100% decided I will live in Frisco, Texas someday...i know people think Im nuts but im not. Dallas rocks, the people rock and ect...but i still have school so till then, ill be around!
Oh and just cuz I want to live in texas doesnt mean I dont love all of you with all of my heart...cuz I do!! Every single one of you I have special memories with and you all have been such a great part of my life. I love you!!...ok im done.
Some other thoughts have been going through my mind since I got back from Dallas. Thats always the place I know I can think. I always come back from Texas with a new frame of mind, cuz I get away from life and step back and look at every aspect of it.God always teaches me something new. This time I learned just how crucial this time in my life is.How every decision I make works like has a domino effect. Right now is my time to suceed, to be me! Theres so much I want to do before I settle down and I have to stay focused. I dont really expect anyone to read this, I just wanted to type out my feelings for me.
On a lighter note, I have completely 100% decided I will live in Frisco, Texas someday...i know people think Im nuts but im not. Dallas rocks, the people rock and ect...but i still have school so till then, ill be around!
Oh and just cuz I want to live in texas doesnt mean I dont love all of you with all of my heart...cuz I do!! Every single one of you I have special memories with and you all have been such a great part of my life. I love you!!...ok im done.