Just for a moment in time I wish I could be happy...
Im tired of my job it stresses me out, they dont pay me enough to deal with the shit I have to deal with. I am stressed out about money I cant remeber the last time I bought something for myself that wasnt a needed. Stuff with the boy is stressing me out, I love him so much it hurts. The problem is someone fucked me up so bad I am making mistakes now and hes paying for it. I love him and I dont really realize that I am doing the things I am doing until its to late and I have already hurt him. I dont want to lose him and I dont want to be alone but I dont KNOW that I am doing the things I am doing so how do you stop????? I have been asking myself that the last couple of days, and yet no answers. I just want to scream but whats the point thats not going to fix anything...