I just don't know...
I have alot of things on my mind right now... Too many things... I have alot to do tomorrow... I'm not happy with my grades this semester... Definitely going to have to reawaken the nerd I once was and put her to work, because this C's and D's crap isn't cutting it... I need all A's... I might, I repeat... MIGHT allow myself a B... but that's a very large M-I-G-H-T... I can't have this anymore... I was always a good student, and the way I am now is just a bad representation of who I'm living for... Would God get grades like this? I don't think so!!! I have to remember that I'm not working for those overpaid professors, I'm working for God!!! What was I thinking? Allowing myself to get C's and D's... What's that about? My dad's birthday is tomorrow, I totally have to get him a birthday present... Funny how I'm not even sure what I'm getting him for Christmas... I can't believe I'm actually considering driving to Hunstville tomorrow to go to Hastings... I just left there, and now I'm voluntarily going back... Crazy... And alot of gas, but I think that it's worth it... Maybe I can also find something for my dad there... who knows... Hastings has EVERYTHING!!! I love it... Maybe I'll even get a cup of coffee while I'm there... Mmmm... Coffee!!! I'm going to force myself to go to bed early so that I will get up early and get going on all this shopping stuff... I'm excited!!! I like shopping for other people!!! Shopping for myself can be difficult depending on what I'm buying... but other people is way fun, cuz then I get all excited when I find exactly what I was looking for, and I just want to go find them and give it to them right then... but I have to wrap it and wait... Very exciting!!! Only bad part, I had a list of ideas... And I so left it in my dorm room... Yeah... Smart, eh? Whatever... I'll be fine!!! Wow... this got kinda long... K... that's enough...